Am I ready to date yet?

This questions ponders my mind as I talk to multiple people, and it's not even "talking", it's just talking to the opposite sex. I enjoy talking to men, as friends. I recently got the app MeetMe, and Tinder because, why not? I enjoy talking to others, and hey, maybe someone interesting will come along and will actually have a decent conversation that doesn't revolve around a massive hard on.
I'm not going to lie, I have made about maybe, 3 guy friends total from this, and they are nice. I feel like I should add that, I put on my bio/about me that I am only looking for friends (it's the truth). I believe the 3 friends I have made are good enough and I have decided that I will be deleting those app accounts soon. I just enjoy talking to others, it honestly doesn't even have to be a male.

I am actually not sure where I was going with this, haha. I just felt the need to blog some, and this topic is currently what I am going through. I mean, am I ready to date? I have only been single for 6 months, and honestly I don't think it's enough time...unless the right person comes along.

So, has the right person came along yet? Sheesh, why do you have to ask so many questions?!
It's funny that you mention that random person from the internet.. I went on a double date this past weekend and my night ended at 9am, technically the morning. I don't want to post much about it online, for now, but it wasn't that bad. Sure it had its ups and downs, but that was the first date I had been on since, who even knows! So, that was my first date after my breakup.

Do you plan on going on more dates with this person or just a date in general in the future?
I would like to go on another date with the same person, but it all depends. It depends on how I feel, and on how this person acts for the next week or so. I am a weird person, and I take a lot into consideration. If this doesn't work out though, will I want to go on more dates? Not only am I weird, but I am cautious, so it depends on the person and how long I have been talking to that person.

I think I may end this post here, but this makes me think that I should make a blog about my dates and other juicy things. I just enjoy writing, and saying how and what I feel at the moment, I hope that isn't to weird for most of you weirdos :P.

Have a great day! If you yourself haven't dated in a long time, and are wondering if you should get back out there..just remember, you are #1 and you have to make yourself happy, you come first!

I'm More Experienced in Life?

The other night I was talking to my friend about who was more "experienced", and no, we were not talking about sexually, haha! When I was discussing how I am more "experienced", I realized that I have really went through some rough shit. Was I really trying to prove I was more experienced because of all the bad shit that has happened during my life, or was it my brain trying to make me realize, "hey girl, you are making it and you should realize it". Weirdly enough, my brain was right. I may not have been as fortunate as others, but who I am now is someone I am proud to be. I am really making it. I am in college to further my education and so that I can transfer into a program I am really interested in.-to me, that's a start.

I was debating on actually posting the types of questions that were brought up by myself that led me to think "I am more experienced in life", and I think I will. They may seem like nonsense, but they aren't..in a way. I'm just throwing them out there, so you all can get an idea.

"Ever have an immediate family member go to jail or prison?" 

"Ever have to live with a guardian, or away from your parents for more than 5 years?" 

"Ever skip classes or drop out?"

"Ever want to be put in the hospital just to see who really cares?"

"Ever been emotionally abused?"

"Ever witness someone so high, that they couldn't even paint your toenails?"

"Ever have to act like an adult for an adult?"

"Any family members who have had cancer or currently have cancer?"

I'm not sure what you make of the questions I asked to see if this person really knew anything about what someone goes through, but the fact that they all are apart of my life, even if some of it is in the past, is interesting. Why did I even let all of that out? Why bother? Well, I am guessing it's good to let some things out, even if they aren't good things. Everything that may have been unfortunate in my life, may have affected me, but I am a pretty positive person, and I love that about myself.

After everything, and at the end of the day, I like who I am and I love myself. That is the most important thing to do for yourself.

Love yourself, and don't let your past affect your future in a negative way. 

New Year.

Wow, how time flies!
It's now 2015, and my last post was in March 2014, WOW. I would normally rant and say I'll do better and I'll update more, but things get in the way. Life gets in the way. Cliche I guess haha. I'm going to try and make a short and simple update, because my blog really needs a new post-my own fault.

I will start off by.. telling you what major(ish) things have happened since my last update..sound good? Good. So my last post said I was super stoked about the New York trip, and yes I did go and I had such an amazing time! If you don't already, you should follow me/subscribe to me on YouTube because I post videos at least once a week, and my New York trip was captured daily and uploaded onto YouTube! So, yes, the New York trip, I went with the art club, and WOW, just wow. It was amazing! The pizza and the museums, yes yes yes, just an amazing time. So I don't ramble about how I was fortunate enough to go, checkout my videos.

So about a week or so after my NY trip, I was able to visit Savannah, Georgia with my Granny for a weekend. We went because my cousin, Katarine, goes to SCAD, and they were having a parent weekend type thing and I was luckily invited to join my Granny! Savannah, GA, is a very pretty place! Not as crowded as NY, haha, a plus! What I liked most about that trip, besides spending some time with my family, was the SCAD Chalk Art. These students had AMAZING work done in chalk, blew my freakin' mind o.o. (also a video on my YouTube channel). So Georgia was nice as well ^-^.



Those are the 2 major trips that I went on, I really didn't go into detail with because well, I am sure the videos would be more awesome to watch and such.

2nd year in college, woot woot! Spring semester actually starts this coming Monday O.O. Last semester, I had Ceramics 2, Painting 1, 2 different Englishes (one half the semester, then the other the last half), and an online Computer class. I passed all of my classes! YAY!
So my classes for this semester are, Figure Drawing, 3D Drawing, West Civ, an English, and Art History! I'm excited, but I know that this semester is the semester that I really have to take time and STUDY a lot more than I normally do. I'm wanting a certain GPA for myself, so I need to do my best in my classes in general!

Also! I am VP in SAGA, YAY! It just makes me happy that I am open into being in clubs at my college, it took me forever to join the Art Club, I am so glad that I am in 2 clubs though. I really enjoy it, and I enjoy the people in both clubs.

I think that's it o.o... I said it would be short, thank you for reading!
Have a great week ^-^

P.S. there is more than one NY video.. :D
www.youtube.com/adrianna94

P.S.S me and my Mom got matching tattoos..

Photo Nina took <3

Hey hi hello world! Been a month, I know haha, craziness right xD? Well, not much to update but I shall update anyway ^-^

How have classes been you may ask?! Well, classes have been pretty good, shocker right? If I had to pick a class that I least like it would be Math because the teacher is really slow and I feel like I already know what she is teaching, haha. I am sure everyone thinks they know what they are doing till test time, right? xD.  Yoga isn't so bad, but the day after my 1st class my body was sore haha, and it STILL gets sore after sometimes--just depends what we have done that day.  I LOVE my English class! The teacher is so hilarious and even jokes around with the students, that's the kind of teachers I like;the nice, funny, strange ones haha.In every class I have all of the students get along, that I have noticed anyway. I also like my Art class because even though I am in there for sooo long, we draw half of the time we are in there haha, so not to bad. I feel like I wrote this all over the place haha, sorry readers! Still love me right xDD? I think my grades are good, I don't know yet because they aren't up yet O.O...strange, oh well.

Nina at an old building!

Me and my lovely sister, Nina, went on a photo-shoot last week. Wait wait. I wanted to take pictures of her XD, so a photo-shoot for HER XD, but in the end she ended up taking some photos off me because I did want some, so it all worked out! We went to our downtown and took some photos near building walls, were noone could see us >.>.. Then on the railroad tracks, not safe, but we were careful! Then after that, we left to go to the cemetery, she wanted some photos took there and we did! I got some nice shots there, we aren't disrespectful people I promise ~
We had alot of funny spending some time together :D, I loves her so mucchh!

Me and lovely Leroy <3

I stayed with my boyfriend for four nights! Since my sister works on the weekdays I have to have someone to take me to my classes and then get me, and he was nice enough to do so ^-^. We had a blast! We went out to eat alot haha--Mexican restaurant, Pizza Hut, Taco Bell, Burger King, etc. I love going out to eat and spending time with him :). (I enjoy going out to eat with my family, of course!). We also went to Rue21, and of course I got a few things, mwhaha! We also went to Catos, and Goodwill so I could thrift some but I only got some books and a pair of boots, gr.
All in all, I always have a blast with my babe <3

I think that's about it y'all! Have a great day <3

First week of my 2nd semester, what what!?!

Hey everyone! Before I start to talk about college and all that jazz, I will say what I did with the rest of my summer. I basically moved in with my sister, Nina, which has been really great. She is really appreciated of everything I do and enjoys me staying while I can, xD. I am moving back "home" eventually, that's just another long story so bleh. I did visit my Mom for two weeks! I only got to stay with her for 2 weeks because of when college started, which started before elementary school, middle school, and high school so. I had a really good time visiting my Mom and her boyfriend Lawrence, they both were really nice of course haha. We went to downtown and watched he drum circle, walked around downtown, went thrifting, went to the mall, and all kinds of bonding and fun stuff haha. I'm just really glad I had a good and safe trip there and back. Me and my Mom got along well, always a plus! But, the two weeks went by so fast, and I was sad to go. Overall it was all good and the end of my summer was awesome!

Me and my best friend, Raaven!

Now college time! Only been going to college 3 days and I'm ALREADY tired haha. I started Monday, woot woot. So my classes are pretty simple; Drawing 1, Yoga, English, and a few Math classes. So far, good xD. I didn't really want the drawing class seeing as how I don't really draw, but if you participate and turn your work in on time a good grade will appear I assume! I have Drawing 1 two times a week for almost 3 hours each class time. Yoga! I think I might like yoga, but after doing it, the next day my body was sore! I have Yoga once a week for almost three hours. So if I get good at yoga, I will probably keep doing it ^-^!
English and Math don't really need to be discussed in my opinion haha, both teachers seem nice so far xD. But I think math is going to get boring
really fast.Oh well! If you are in college currently, or in high school, or whatever, comment below with your schedule!
Oh yeah! My bestfriend and I get to hangout during our free hours on Mondays and Wednesdays, so awesome! She's super awesome and I loves her!

Nina had.. gallbladder surgery last Friday, sad to say. Even though she wasn't feeling to good the first two days, now she seems to be doing alot better, which I'm thankful!

Gawsh this update is so small compared to my others DX. But before I go.. I might join the Art Club and may even try to write in the colle

ge's paper! Wish me luck if I decide to do both. Have a great day guys!

Much love ~

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November 9th!

Hey there! I know it has been foreverrrrrrrrr, but I haven't really been home, blah blah blah right?

What have you missed? Eh not sure but maybe if you keep reading you will see haha. I know I'm mean, deal with it you awesome person :D!

I finally got the other side of my lip pierced ya know, angel bites, and then I got my bellybutton/naval re-done. The bellybutton hurt worse than my lip one, weird huh? Well, they look pretty darn sweettttt :D!

I've been at Angels for a week or two or three, haha, just haven't felt like going home. Eh. I miss Sarah and everything but it just gets sad/boring/depressing there and with my Dad acting like a butt and won't do anything for me(school wise) I don't see the point in staying there alot, mean I know but I mean c'mon! I seriously should have already had my G.E.D. by now and it is just ridiculous >.>. I'm just waiting for him to text me or call saying that he misses me but I doubt that will happen haha. I'm a sucky person afterall. ANYHOW, enough of that haha.

Sarah's birthday was yesterday! I wasn't there but still wished her a happy birthday. I know her birthday wasn't the best seeing as she had chemo that day, bummer eh? Overall though, from how she said her day was though seemed pretty good to me which is great because she deserves a great birthday even when she isn't feeling well. I love and miss you Sarah (: <3.

I got a tattoo, yep, like a week or two ago, forgot, anyhow it's the eye of horus, it kinda hurt seeing as it hit a little bit of a bone D: !

Babysitting! I have been doing that alot, or well been trying too! I gets money and get to hangout with Addison so it's pretty rad :D. I get to see Nina too so which is super duper awesome cause I love her sooo much :D <3.

Ima go but sorry for a short update, I will really try to post a new entry soon. Love you guys<3.