Wow, it's January..The JUICY Stuff.

Hey hey. I am always off and on with blogging. I feel like I left this blog with some unanswered questions. I am a curious person myself, so maybe someone else is too and was curious about what happened after that date.
This should be a super honest blog entry, because my last entry was partially influenced. I say that because the person I went on a date with probably would have looked at my post.

So, let's catch up..on juicy gossip or relationships. So let's ignore the last post, and let me re-ask that same question.

Am I ready to date? Sure, yeah, why not. It's been over a year since my breakup.
Since my breakup I've had; one major crush, 3 dates, a month relationship, close friend crush, and etc. (yes, in that order)

Nothing happened with my "one major crush", and I say major because this was the first person I truly liked after my breakup.

I went on three dates, yes. The first date was the one I had mentioned in my last entry. Now, I know I said the date WASN'T that bad, but I mean, it was half and half really. Long story short, the double date was just really uncomfortable. His friends couldn't go out without having some type of drug in their system because apparently they didn't think bowling would be fun while not high on something. I didn't get it. So that was a downside. We went to iHop afterwards, and that was nice, and fun. I feel like this doesn't sound like a bad date, but the environment was just not fun. This guy and I only talked for a total of like a month or a month and a half. He kept pressuring me to be his girlfriend, yet he knew I wanted to wait and give it time. I got tired of that, and so did he. He messed it up at the end for himself, and I am actually glad that I am not with him, xD.

The second date was with a guy I met off of Tinder, and before you judge that, I knew someone that knew his best friend, so it seemed okay -I'm alive, yay.I actually thought that date went well. We went to the fair, k-mart, and the park. It was pretty fun, and I had maybe talked to him for a month or so. After we met, he basically was short with replies and texts. After it had been a month later, I sent him a text saying, "hey, hope you're doing okay", and he basically told me that a lot had been going on, etc etc. Nothing happened with that.
The third date was with an old friend of which I knew because of elementary school. My sister's boyfriend was really good friends with him, and apparently he talked to them and wanted to go on a double date, with me and them. So what happened was, my sister and her boyfriend were not able to make it, so he and I went on a regular date by ourselves. He took me to Applebee's, which was pretty nice (I had never been there before). After we ate, we then went and saw a movie. I let him pick the movie, because I didn't really care; everything that was showing seemed good. He took me home, and was a gentlemen for sure. He said he had a great time, but the next few days after that, he didn't really talk to me. Let me just say, I don't care if any of the dates I went on were bad, but if someone didn't have a great time, they shouldn't say that they did and then stop being your friend >.>.

Yes, a month relationship. I was in a relationship for about a month with a guy I had met in my Art History class. I thought he was exactly what I needed. He was nerdy, shy, innocent, and never really had a real relationship before. He was a few years younger than me, I don't care about age as long as it's 18 or 18+, just saying. He really was sweet and caring, but I ended it because there was no emotional attachment. I didn't feel a spark. I felt like, if it's been this long I should know if we match up well or if there was a special connection there.I feel like we had more of a physical connection. I mean, I thought he was adorable, no doubt. I hope he's okay though. That's it on that.

So, my close friend crush. I don't really wanna say much about this, just because, yeah. Long story short, I would rather be friends with this person for a life time then possible not working out and messing up our friendship and possibly other friendships (it's complicated).

It has been a little crazy, but that's okay, that is life. I still look forward to talking to people, and making friendships, even if it doesn't lead to anything else.I am a pretty positive person, if something is meant to happen, it'll happen.

 

That is all for now!

This really wasn't juicy, but IT IS something okay xD.

Have a great day, and year!

Am I ready to date yet?

This questions ponders my mind as I talk to multiple people, and it's not even "talking", it's just talking to the opposite sex. I enjoy talking to men, as friends. I recently got the app MeetMe, and Tinder because, why not? I enjoy talking to others, and hey, maybe someone interesting will come along and will actually have a decent conversation that doesn't revolve around a massive hard on.
I'm not going to lie, I have made about maybe, 3 guy friends total from this, and they are nice. I feel like I should add that, I put on my bio/about me that I am only looking for friends (it's the truth). I believe the 3 friends I have made are good enough and I have decided that I will be deleting those app accounts soon. I just enjoy talking to others, it honestly doesn't even have to be a male.

I am actually not sure where I was going with this, haha. I just felt the need to blog some, and this topic is currently what I am going through. I mean, am I ready to date? I have only been single for 6 months, and honestly I don't think it's enough time...unless the right person comes along.

So, has the right person came along yet? Sheesh, why do you have to ask so many questions?!
It's funny that you mention that random person from the internet.. I went on a double date this past weekend and my night ended at 9am, technically the morning. I don't want to post much about it online, for now, but it wasn't that bad. Sure it had its ups and downs, but that was the first date I had been on since, who even knows! So, that was my first date after my breakup.

Do you plan on going on more dates with this person or just a date in general in the future?
I would like to go on another date with the same person, but it all depends. It depends on how I feel, and on how this person acts for the next week or so. I am a weird person, and I take a lot into consideration. If this doesn't work out though, will I want to go on more dates? Not only am I weird, but I am cautious, so it depends on the person and how long I have been talking to that person.

I think I may end this post here, but this makes me think that I should make a blog about my dates and other juicy things. I just enjoy writing, and saying how and what I feel at the moment, I hope that isn't to weird for most of you weirdos :P.

Have a great day! If you yourself haven't dated in a long time, and are wondering if you should get back out there..just remember, you are #1 and you have to make yourself happy, you come first!

No text back? Okay, cool.

So, I am going to rant a little today because I have an issue that happens every so often with multiple people and it aggravates the piss out of me. - no, I don't really pee myself xD.

So, what is the deal with no texts back? Like, I am just curious.

If you're busy, that's cool, just reply later. Do you not know the phrase "better late than never"? -well it's true in this case.

If you don't want to talk, that's cool too just send "bye", or "talk to you later". At least that is REPLYING.

If you forget to reply, okay cool, reply when you realize that you forgot to reply in the first place. -that happens to me a lot and I still respond.

This REALLY aggravates me. I am not talking about one person, this happens every now and then. Although, I do have one friend who does it quite often and I don't see why. I am talking to YOU, I'm basically giving you attention by talking to you. I don't understand.

Here is a list of reasons of why someone should NOT REPLY TO ME in some cases:

1. If you are trying to get in my pants.
You mind as well stop that nonsense. You aren't Tom Cruise or Leonardo DiCaprio, just saying ~.
Also, I ain't easy. Go ahead and go cry in a corner, and try someone else.

2. If you are trying to get something out of talking to me.
 I don't mind paying for something every now and then but I won't make it a habit.
Friends help each other, they don't try to dry them clean.

3. If I threaten to come to your house to beat you up..
I mean why reply, I'm on my way so yeah, be prepared man.

4. If you plan on bringing me food.
I love food, so thank you and I will see you in a few.

5. If you are afraid that I will steal your soul.
Oh yes, I am a ginger ;D.
       

I know I gave a list of reasons of why someone should not reply to me in some cases, but I would still appreciate a reason as of why he or she can't respond back. I also know that people have busy lives, heck I have a busy life. I just enjoy talking and I feel like that is something I am good at xD. I guess I could give a list of why some people don't reply..I mean that would be an honest thing to blog about, haha.

 

  Here is a list of reasons of why someone probably doesn't reply to me:

1. I'm blunt.
I'm sorry? Honesty is the best way to live.

2. I want attention.
I'm not even REALLY wanting attention, I just want to talk. Why is that such a bad thing?

3. I have no soul.
I already have your soul, so just keep on talking. It's to late now buddy.

I believe that is pretty much it, a small list I know. INSANE RIGHT? Oh well. 

I realize I have lists of why people shouldn't respond/reply to me and why some probably don't, xDDD. Did I just make myself look bad? OH WELL. Maybe some people don't respond because they are having food delivered to me right meow. OH SNAP.

Don't worry, if you are not responding back to me, I am just going to go and converse with some other intellectual. So, I am good, just aggravated with some people.

Thanks for reading!

Just a little rant for today. 
( plus, some funniness stuff, right :P? )

I'm More Experienced in Life?

The other night I was talking to my friend about who was more "experienced", and no, we were not talking about sexually, haha! When I was discussing how I am more "experienced", I realized that I have really went through some rough shit. Was I really trying to prove I was more experienced because of all the bad shit that has happened during my life, or was it my brain trying to make me realize, "hey girl, you are making it and you should realize it". Weirdly enough, my brain was right. I may not have been as fortunate as others, but who I am now is someone I am proud to be. I am really making it. I am in college to further my education and so that I can transfer into a program I am really interested in.-to me, that's a start.

I was debating on actually posting the types of questions that were brought up by myself that led me to think "I am more experienced in life", and I think I will. They may seem like nonsense, but they aren't..in a way. I'm just throwing them out there, so you all can get an idea.

"Ever have an immediate family member go to jail or prison?" 

"Ever have to live with a guardian, or away from your parents for more than 5 years?" 

"Ever skip classes or drop out?"

"Ever want to be put in the hospital just to see who really cares?"

"Ever been emotionally abused?"

"Ever witness someone so high, that they couldn't even paint your toenails?"

"Ever have to act like an adult for an adult?"

"Any family members who have had cancer or currently have cancer?"

I'm not sure what you make of the questions I asked to see if this person really knew anything about what someone goes through, but the fact that they all are apart of my life, even if some of it is in the past, is interesting. Why did I even let all of that out? Why bother? Well, I am guessing it's good to let some things out, even if they aren't good things. Everything that may have been unfortunate in my life, may have affected me, but I am a pretty positive person, and I love that about myself.

After everything, and at the end of the day, I like who I am and I love myself. That is the most important thing to do for yourself.

Love yourself, and don't let your past affect your future in a negative way. 

New Year.

Wow, how time flies!
It's now 2015, and my last post was in March 2014, WOW. I would normally rant and say I'll do better and I'll update more, but things get in the way. Life gets in the way. Cliche I guess haha. I'm going to try and make a short and simple update, because my blog really needs a new post-my own fault.

I will start off by.. telling you what major(ish) things have happened since my last update..sound good? Good. So my last post said I was super stoked about the New York trip, and yes I did go and I had such an amazing time! If you don't already, you should follow me/subscribe to me on YouTube because I post videos at least once a week, and my New York trip was captured daily and uploaded onto YouTube! So, yes, the New York trip, I went with the art club, and WOW, just wow. It was amazing! The pizza and the museums, yes yes yes, just an amazing time. So I don't ramble about how I was fortunate enough to go, checkout my videos.

So about a week or so after my NY trip, I was able to visit Savannah, Georgia with my Granny for a weekend. We went because my cousin, Katarine, goes to SCAD, and they were having a parent weekend type thing and I was luckily invited to join my Granny! Savannah, GA, is a very pretty place! Not as crowded as NY, haha, a plus! What I liked most about that trip, besides spending some time with my family, was the SCAD Chalk Art. These students had AMAZING work done in chalk, blew my freakin' mind o.o. (also a video on my YouTube channel). So Georgia was nice as well ^-^.



Those are the 2 major trips that I went on, I really didn't go into detail with because well, I am sure the videos would be more awesome to watch and such.

2nd year in college, woot woot! Spring semester actually starts this coming Monday O.O. Last semester, I had Ceramics 2, Painting 1, 2 different Englishes (one half the semester, then the other the last half), and an online Computer class. I passed all of my classes! YAY!
So my classes for this semester are, Figure Drawing, 3D Drawing, West Civ, an English, and Art History! I'm excited, but I know that this semester is the semester that I really have to take time and STUDY a lot more than I normally do. I'm wanting a certain GPA for myself, so I need to do my best in my classes in general!

Also! I am VP in SAGA, YAY! It just makes me happy that I am open into being in clubs at my college, it took me forever to join the Art Club, I am so glad that I am in 2 clubs though. I really enjoy it, and I enjoy the people in both clubs.

I think that's it o.o... I said it would be short, thank you for reading!
Have a great week ^-^

P.S. there is more than one NY video.. :D
www.youtube.com/adrianna94

P.S.S me and my Mom got matching tattoos..

March 11th, 2014~

Hey y'all!!! I hope everyone is doing swell, like I always say ^-^! So instead of my usual, "I'm sorry I haven't written in awhile, I will do better, blah blah", I just want to say I'm sorry for not being more frequent with my blog posts. Anyway! Let's just get into the updating and all that shiz.

How is college going? College is actually going really well this semester and I'm not sure if it's because of my fun art classes or because I am actually making friends, haha! I like to say I'm antisocial but, I'm not quite sure that is the case haha-maybe I am just nervous. Last semester I "lost" a good friend of mine, not really "lost" because we're taking a break (weird saying I know). We are taking a break because I can't handle someone who is really insecure of their self and posting about it all over the internet trying to get attention-even though she says she wasn't trying to get attention. The fact is, I told her how other people would see it because that's how I see it but of course she fought about it and one of her friends even agree'd with her. If you are her friend, then you need to tell her the truth, sorry not sorry. I had multiple people agree with me and it's just sad that she can't get over herself. I use to have low self esteem and it's not healthy, I have learned to love myself and she needs to do the same. You should love yourself, you are beautiful!
Off topic, whoops, xD.  I am enjoying my art classes so far which is kinda surprising because I don't believe I have "artistic talent" haha but, I guess them because they're fun ^-^. I'll post pictures down below of 3 ceramic pieces I made last week. 2D is going pretty well, we have 3 projects due in two weeks, after we get back from Spring break, which I have 1 finished so I am good haha xD. That's about it for college.

New York Trip? I am going to New York in 7 days, OMG I am so excited y'all! I don't really know what to say about this topic, haha, because I am just to excited xD! Well, I will try to give some details, hmm. I am going to New York with the art and history club, you don't even have to be in the clubs to go, you just have to major in one of the two. Each day we have museums or fun free sites to see and go too. I just paid for my bus tickets yesterday, and we are actually getting there earlier than everyone and we are leaving later than everyone XD, weird right? MORE FREE TIME though, so hopefully it's all good ^-^. I will be vlogging everyday while I am in NY so y'all keep an eye out on my YouTube channel!

Stephen's birthday was yesterday! Sadly, I really didn't have anything planned for his birthday besides taking him out to eat. We went to Golden Corral and ate as much as we could because, everyone knows Golden Corral prices have went up for some stupid reason haha. Then, we went to Goodwill and I got a dress, a shirt, and I bought him a pair of shorts! Lastly, we went to Wal-Mart because he needed to pick up a few things for his Mom and he wanted his hair cut.-we ended up waiting almost 30 minutes for some woman to be available haha. He got his haircut for FREE, yes free. He was actually really lucky haha, there was this lady interviewing for a job and she needed to do a mans haircut so, it was free!-his haircut looks so great too. He is a cutie! He said he had a great birthday and I hope he really did even though he waited on me twice yesterday and I felt/feel bad about that :/. All in all, I always have a great time spending time with him!


I'll end this post here since I actually started writing this on the 8th xD. Have a great week everyone!

It's a New Year!

Hey y'all! Well well, it sure has been a LONG time since I have blogged and I am sorry about that to the people who actually read my blog, I am sorry!
So, I will do a quick update; nothing is TO new in my life haha.

I started my 3rd semester back at college Monday and I vlogged this whole week! I will put the videos in this post so anyone can watch them  (I put up 2 so if you want to watch more then just go to my channel)^-^. This week has been long but not so bad, I've seen alot of my friends already (which I don't really have any haha). I see my friend Stephanie every day, and Ashlynn on Mondays and Wednesdays, which is neat. They are both really good friends :D.

Gawsh, there is nothing really to write, maybe I will have more time to write more very soon!

Have a great New Year everyone and do great in school/college!

Photo Nina took <3

Hey hi hello world! Been a month, I know haha, craziness right xD? Well, not much to update but I shall update anyway ^-^

How have classes been you may ask?! Well, classes have been pretty good, shocker right? If I had to pick a class that I least like it would be Math because the teacher is really slow and I feel like I already know what she is teaching, haha. I am sure everyone thinks they know what they are doing till test time, right? xD.  Yoga isn't so bad, but the day after my 1st class my body was sore haha, and it STILL gets sore after sometimes--just depends what we have done that day.  I LOVE my English class! The teacher is so hilarious and even jokes around with the students, that's the kind of teachers I like;the nice, funny, strange ones haha.In every class I have all of the students get along, that I have noticed anyway. I also like my Art class because even though I am in there for sooo long, we draw half of the time we are in there haha, so not to bad. I feel like I wrote this all over the place haha, sorry readers! Still love me right xDD? I think my grades are good, I don't know yet because they aren't up yet O.O...strange, oh well.

Nina at an old building!

Me and my lovely sister, Nina, went on a photo-shoot last week. Wait wait. I wanted to take pictures of her XD, so a photo-shoot for HER XD, but in the end she ended up taking some photos off me because I did want some, so it all worked out! We went to our downtown and took some photos near building walls, were noone could see us >.>.. Then on the railroad tracks, not safe, but we were careful! Then after that, we left to go to the cemetery, she wanted some photos took there and we did! I got some nice shots there, we aren't disrespectful people I promise ~
We had alot of funny spending some time together :D, I loves her so mucchh!

Me and lovely Leroy <3

I stayed with my boyfriend for four nights! Since my sister works on the weekdays I have to have someone to take me to my classes and then get me, and he was nice enough to do so ^-^. We had a blast! We went out to eat alot haha--Mexican restaurant, Pizza Hut, Taco Bell, Burger King, etc. I love going out to eat and spending time with him :). (I enjoy going out to eat with my family, of course!). We also went to Rue21, and of course I got a few things, mwhaha! We also went to Catos, and Goodwill so I could thrift some but I only got some books and a pair of boots, gr.
All in all, I always have a blast with my babe <3

I think that's about it y'all! Have a great day <3

First week of my 2nd semester, what what!?!

Hey everyone! Before I start to talk about college and all that jazz, I will say what I did with the rest of my summer. I basically moved in with my sister, Nina, which has been really great. She is really appreciated of everything I do and enjoys me staying while I can, xD. I am moving back "home" eventually, that's just another long story so bleh. I did visit my Mom for two weeks! I only got to stay with her for 2 weeks because of when college started, which started before elementary school, middle school, and high school so. I had a really good time visiting my Mom and her boyfriend Lawrence, they both were really nice of course haha. We went to downtown and watched he drum circle, walked around downtown, went thrifting, went to the mall, and all kinds of bonding and fun stuff haha. I'm just really glad I had a good and safe trip there and back. Me and my Mom got along well, always a plus! But, the two weeks went by so fast, and I was sad to go. Overall it was all good and the end of my summer was awesome!

Me and my best friend, Raaven!

Now college time! Only been going to college 3 days and I'm ALREADY tired haha. I started Monday, woot woot. So my classes are pretty simple; Drawing 1, Yoga, English, and a few Math classes. So far, good xD. I didn't really want the drawing class seeing as how I don't really draw, but if you participate and turn your work in on time a good grade will appear I assume! I have Drawing 1 two times a week for almost 3 hours each class time. Yoga! I think I might like yoga, but after doing it, the next day my body was sore! I have Yoga once a week for almost three hours. So if I get good at yoga, I will probably keep doing it ^-^!
English and Math don't really need to be discussed in my opinion haha, both teachers seem nice so far xD. But I think math is going to get boring
really fast.Oh well! If you are in college currently, or in high school, or whatever, comment below with your schedule!
Oh yeah! My bestfriend and I get to hangout during our free hours on Mondays and Wednesdays, so awesome! She's super awesome and I loves her!

Nina had.. gallbladder surgery last Friday, sad to say. Even though she wasn't feeling to good the first two days, now she seems to be doing alot better, which I'm thankful!

Gawsh this update is so small compared to my others DX. But before I go.. I might join the Art Club and may even try to write in the colle

ge's paper! Wish me luck if I decide to do both. Have a great day guys!

Much love ~

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Wow, long time now write...

love

Writing a penpal back!

Hey everyone! I know it's been forever, NOT JUST foreverrrr, but a very long time! Or, feels like a very long time haha. I am sorry for neglecting my blog, but to be honest it's not like many people read it, but it's just an extra thing I enjoy, even though I haven't wrote in awhile. Whoever reads my blog though, I appreciate it! I'll be updating this from now on, atleast once a month! YAY YAY, I know I know, keep the applause down people O.O.

Stephen and I <3.

 Summer summer summer! My summer has had its ups and downs but I guess I can't really complain because I'm alive and doing swell. No vacation so far, and I don't think I'll have one unless I visit my Mom, which I'm not sure if I am at the moment. It doesn't and won't bother me if I don't have a vacation because a vacation is getting away for a little while and when I'm editing photos, videos and writing back to my penpals, I feel like that's a little get away on it's own. You know, when you are soooo concentrated on something and the world around you is all like * SWIRLY SWIRLY*, haha, you know what I mean so there. I also get  like that when I'm with my boyfriend, Stephen, because I love him so much. OH ADRIANNA, HUSH ABOUT YOUR LOVE BUSINESS, fine fine but he is really amazing, and I don't know what I would do without my love. Back on topic! So yes, I still enjoy photography and editing the Youtube videos that I make. I now have 205 subscribers <3, YAY! Not many, but that's alot to me :) and better than 0. I can't remember if I told everyone that I write to people, well PENPALS, but yes, I do haha. I currently have 7 penpals I believe, if they continue to write back haha, I suppose I am kinda weird soo.I've been writing since the 4th grade and will continue to do so for a very long time. This summer topic just went everywhere haha, whoops!~

I attended college last spring, which everyone knows haha. After alot of thinking and over debating, I switched my major to get my degree in Associates in Arts. I switched because I wanted to do film and video production, right? Well, if I do 2 years at my community one, I can transfer to a better college and do that, and also do photography as a minor if they offer it. Seems like a WAY better plan and this way I can be happy with what I'm trying to do. I went to register for my classes on Monday, and of course since I was kinda late with registering I had to get times I didn't really want but it'll work. I automatically had to take a "pe" class, which I chose Yoga. Wish me luck, haha, not sure how that will work. Then, I have to take a English class, and a few Math classes, but that's fine, knew I had to take those. Last, I HAD to take Drawing 1, um, I don't draw, I DOODLE, so if I get bad grades..this ginger will be pissed! The lady did say however, that if I just turned everything on time that I would be fine. She better be right or she won't be fine >.>. DUN DUN DUNNNN! Ready for Fall classes to begin!

Stallone and his girlfriend, Ciara!

I visited Virginia for a day. I forgot to mention that in my "vacation section" but that doesn't really count so yeah. My boyfriend and I took my brother, Stallone, to visit and finally meet his girlfriend. Stephen drove of course, still no license here! That was one crazy drive, but it was fun spending time with my boyfriend and brother at the same time. Atleast they get along haha, or else there probably would have been problems. We did a day trip (taking him there and coming back home) and then left to go back and get him 2 days later, which went good. My brother and his girlfriend have a long distance relationship, and had never met up until the day we took him up there, sounds like that show Catfish right? But, they had webcamed and all that shiz. They have been dating 8 months today, CONGRATS LOVE BIRDS <3!

Father's Day picture collage (:

My Dad's birthday was the 10th! I got him a card and a pair of pants for his birthday haha, not much but it counts ^-^. I know he liked them, thank gawd xD. I'll show pictures of that stuff and also Father's Day because I bought him lunch! We had a really good day eating Chinese food ^-^. Then he eats Mexican food on his birthday haha. Craziness. I love my Daddy though, through all the fights and disagreements, he is mostly right about life. He is an amazing Father and without him, I wouldn't be the "lady" that I am today.

Dad's birthdayyy.

Concluding this for now, maybe I'll update more, but thanks for sticking with me on my blog!
Much love ~

January 3rd. 11:26 pm.

Nina and I <3.

Long time no speak! I would update with so much crap that has happened, but nothing to serious has really happened, well the super serious awesome stuff I am about to tell of course!
I hope EVERYONE ANYONE had a super amazing Christmas and New Year, and hope everyone atleast got the thing they wanted most. (:

Soo to really update things, I visited my Mom in Asheville and winded up staying for two months! For the MOST part it was really fun and great, the last few days I was there was about the worst part but I guess that stuff happens haha.
Found out my step brother, Austin, has really bad kidneys.. Really sucks. But right now he seems to be doing well with the occasional side hurting :/. The doctors don't know TO much so I am not really going to say anything because I myself really don't know anything about. But I can tell you this, I don't consider him a "step" brother, so you or anyone can assume how it must feel on me AND my family > :/
Now that stuff happened a few months ago obviously so yeah haha. To update what I can talk about, probably not in detail, I don't know, just depends xDD.

NEXT WEEK..... I actually FINALLY start college! *yay!* *screaming* *shouting* *woot woot!* *throws popcorn* <-- I don't know what happened for a second there haha. But yeah, COLLEGE. That big place were so called smart people go *eye twitch*, I joke, I don't know how smart you have to be to go to college but hey if I am going then you probably shouldn't have to be TO smart at all haha. But yeah again, COLLEGE, ME, GO THERE, NEXT WEEK....MONDAY actually, so yeah, like I said college o.o....
I went today to get my student ID made and get all the things I needed from the book store. All I can really say about that is.. THANK YOU FINANCIAL AID GOD O.O, haha, like seriously, my classes all together was $809 I believe and then I spent $434 at the bookstore, again, this is because of financial aid, so noone rob me please o.o, if you DON'T happen to know what financial aid is then I suggest you look it up, I has no money so NO rob me o.o.

Addison and I <3.

I start this coming up Monday! I am kinda excited but mostly nervous. Like, where to sit and what to wear and all that normal nervous crap I think haha. My earliest class time I think is 9am, how cool, not getting up 6am thank you thank you! I am hoping the work won't be to hard but I know right there saying that, is asking to much haha, i'll just do my best I suppose. Stephen also starts college this semester too <3.
I'm not naming all my classes on here, just for privacy I guess, never know how people will act if they know my schedule and shiz haha. But, Mondays will suck. Getting up at 9am, then leaving at 12 in the afternoon THEN I have to go back at 6pm and leave right before 9, so crazy haha.

Stephen (:

I'm just really happy to be doing something, college wise. Even though the major I am doing, Cosmetology, isn't really what I wanted to do it is something that has caught my interest. But, photography and making/editing youtube videos is still a HUGE part of me myself. I'm hoping those two things will also be a hobby for me if Cosmetology turns into something also huge for me. I've also enjoyed dying my hair in the past, so we will see what happens when I actually take those classes. (:
If you are out of high school or if you have your GED, I suggest you go to college, just a thought. But now a days you can't do anything without a degree in something.
I wish all the other first time collegers luck on their first days as well, and have a great semester for everyone in college or in high school! (:

Well, I need sleep. Goodnight everyone and have a great NEW year. (:

           Also, got my anti tragus pierced (: >> 

Almost September!

Hai everyone! I know my last entry was alot of things, and things I need to explain now since a month has passed on. To let everyone know how everything ACTUALLY did turn out.

I got my GED! Yes, I now have a diploma and no longer am I considered a drop out! I did what I had to do. I am so glad that I am finally done with it, sadly ima miss the two great teachers that were there for me in the class, the were really awesome and very helpful! Suprisingly, my highest score was in math, i'm not telling my scores haha. I'm the girl who has a diploma now.

My future..may be right around the corner, but it feels as if it is miles away. Things seem to be back firing here and there, and kinda mess things up. Future why must you do this to me!!?!

No I do not... have my license yet OR a car. I haven't practiced driving in a month! So no use in worrieing about getting my license anytime soon, (need it before January though), because first, I basically got lied too. I'm not getting a car, at all. Second, didn't start college this Fall so wasn't know need. Don't pity me, life goes on. Sucky, but life goes on. I'll HOPEFULLY be going to college next semester, January, and HOPEFULLY i'll have my license or atleast someone who can take me. No license, no car. Can't get a car with no license. Can't drive if you have a license with no car. So, lose lose situation haha. So that's how that goes

Oh! Do you know how bad it sucks to get a letter and a email from the college you want to go to but can't go to it because it's so far away and even if you did have a car it'd be alot of gas. It's 30-40 minutes away. It sucks. Absolutely sucks. So, I think I actually came to a conclusion like, a few days ago. I think ima just have to find something to do at RCC, basically the only thing I can really do at the moment. I'll look through their programs later and see if something interests me. Hopefully there will be something that sparks my interests. I can most likely go to PCC down the road, later, years later >.>. Dad said I could take what I need for the PCC program at RCC and then go to PCC for the main stuff, but that adds in like an extra year or two, and I don't want that, makes no sense to do it for four years, when I can do it in two. So yeah, my lifes story haha. I'll be looking at RCC's page later.

I have been looking.. for jobs, mainly so I will be able to save up for a car one day, and then I want to save up for a trip. I'll explain "the trip" in my next blog entry. The job search is going nowhere and is kinda boring. I also want a job so i can get out of being in the house all day haha. I need to get out, atleast sometimes!

I  have been...spending alot of time with Sarah  She is my step Mom, who I refer to as my Mom ^-^.
I just got her into watching Awkward with me! We started on season one episode one, cause we are just that cool ;D. I really like this show, and I am glad that she does too, or we wouldn't be watching it together and spending time together. I love her sooo much <3.

I also stayed with Nina the other week, we had
loads of fun! I seriously missed her
and Addison so much!
Ima see her this week<3

My.. step sister is going to New Jersey for maybe a month at the month. Austin was supppose to go with her, and their Dad but he changed his mind to stay at home with all of us. That's cool, i'm glad she's getting away. The only thing that really irks me, is that she had a going away party last night, and didn't even invite me let alone her brother or Mother! She complains about how Sarah doesnt' call her first or blah blah, when all this week Sarah has been trying to get in touch with her. Pisses Pees me offf. You are suppose to treat family better I though. But what do I know? I'ma leave this as is, for now.

Ima go guys! Hope your school year, or college, or non college, or life is going great!
I also put pink extensions in my hair woot!

Byeee<3

It's only 5:33PM people! July 23rd.

Hey everyone! Figured I should blog, cause ima cool cat like that ;D. Not exactly to much to update everyone on, but there is a few.

I took this. Holden Beach.

I FINALLY have all my referrals for my big GED tests, which two are this week, and then the rest are in two weeks, sadly. I wished they could just make them all in one week, but noooooo. Sucks balls but eh, it's life I suppose. I am so excited to finally be done with all of this. My future is right around the corner saying, "Hey you, hurry the eff up!" Hahaha. I don't think I will be able to start college this fall, because I don't think I will meet the deadline for the sign up stuff, you know what I mean haha. But yeah, if I don't get too, hopefully I will in the spring, but keep your pretty little fingers crossed for me!

Example of the Hyundai, not the exact one but yeah!

You remember that car I was talking about in my last entry? Welllllllllll, someone snatched it up before I could! Sad I know. But, I think that was meant to happen, because the other day I found the perfect car for me! I have recently discovered that I really like Hyundai cars! I found myself a light blue 2006 Hyundai Sonata! She is a beauty :3. I want her haha. A really nice, and pretty car, that would, in my opininon, be perfect for myself ;D haha. So, keep your fingers crossed there too!

I have practiced driving a few times, even today. I drove from RCC to the stone store, I stopped there because I got scared O.O. Curvy roads and cars were coming so it scared me DX. But, obviously I must drive good because I am alive ^-^! *knocks on wood* I'ma get my license soon, but it's just really scary :/. I know i'm weird, don't judge me!

I went to the beach, last Thursday and stayed till Saturday because Papa Tony (Angel's Daddy) had two strokes! This trip was not for vacation, it was so we could see him. We had originally planned to stay till Sunday, but they let him go home Friday! Because he was walking good and all. I really don't like going to hospitals cause they make me sad :/. His nickname for me is Spike, ahah cool huh?
He's speech got wayyyyyyyyyyy better before we left Saturday, he was talking like himself. But Angel says he won't eve be the same :/. I think, he will be just as good OR even better! Keep him in your prayers.

That's all I will say about that, except, that was the first time I had been to the beach in years, so we stopped to see the ocean and get shells :3.

That's all gals and guys! Please stay tuned! Have a great week!

July 13th! Friday the 13th DUN DUN DUN DUN.

Stay in your house kids! Friday the 13th is always a scary day.

Hey everyone! I know I keep saying i'll update more, but I truely will when fall comes around :3, so just stay tuned! I likes to write so :3. Oh! I also write in a journal, crazy huh? Actually, it hurts my hand to write every night because it cramps up DX and gets tired from me writing so much haha. My journal is for more secret private stuff so :x ha!

You indeed have missed somewhat of a handful, kinda, maybe, possibly, you'll see xD.
Emerald Point? That was a good day. Of course I go on everything haha, except dare devil drop because I have done it everyyyy year and I just didn't want too. I hate the wedgies afterwards xD.
I also didn't get sunburnt which was a million plus's! I hate getting burnt and when I don't, I rejoice haha. That's about it for that I suppose.

I went to White Lake in June, and then I went back July 4th week.
How this started was that Brooklynn called me actually, asking if I wanted to go. The last time I had seen any of them over there or had stayed the night was like late December or early January, so yes a shock to me. Of course I wanted to go! That's White Lake, and I always like to get out of the house whenever I can. At first actually, I wasn't going to go but Memaw said she would give me money to go, so what the heck!  We stayed a week in June, which was fun. I tell you I must have bought like 200000000000 airheads from the giftshop beause whenever I came in they knew why hahahah. So yesh alot of yummy airheads! Iunno if anything super duper excited happened really haha. I swam, in the water, of course haha. That week however Memaw and Papa Joe were not with us.
The first week in July they were, crazy kinda. That week was a good week, kinda. We swam everyday, not long though haha, freaking hot as balls out there! We went to a water park that week, compared to Emerald Point that waterpark wasn't really anything o.o. They had this high big twisty slide that I rode about ten times haha. Brooklynn did it twice, she was scared haha, it happens I guess.
Memaw did cause a few arguements that week, but it was only like the first three days so eh. The difference between the me last year and the me this year is that, HECK YEAH I'M 18, technically an adult so, no such thing as back talking right? Apparently, that isn't true haha. If I had to really listen to anyone, it'd be my Dad, Mom, and Step Mom, since I am considerate. :3. But it wasn't a terrible week, just had to throw that in there haha. The fireworks there were kinda a disappointment, but it was still nice. I like to watch fireworks. BAM, POW, ahhhh pretty colors! Haha, that may be me o.o..


Before I end this White Lake stuff, I must add that the most people at Clear Water are kinda stuck up. I did however have a girl "friend", I wouldn't consider her a friend haha but yeah. Random girl, telling me about how she gave a guy a blowjob and that she wasn't a hoe. WHY TELL ME?! Makes you really sound like you're a whore haha. I say that because she did it to make her ex jealous o.O. This girl, no joke, is 14. Mouth drop right? I didn't really like this girl. I could add more if you must know but I won't for her sake. Now, what really pissed me off that week was that (gave two little boys a ride to their house on the golfcart) these two guys, like 12, who said they were 14, psh liars, were total jerks! They better be glad I didn't punch them in the face or kick them in their non-puberatated XD balls. They talked crap about Jacob having his ear pierced, and of course I stood up for Jacob because that is how I am, and then one talked crap about my piercings. Which I didn't care, my body, my life. But seriously, come one. That wasn't the thing that really made me mad about this whole situation, what made me mad was that Brooklynn was right there!!!!! Jacob is her brother and yet she couldn't stand up for him? Talking shit crap about your brother and you are just going to sit there? Fucked Freaked up man. Sad really. Now, Brooklynn if you are reading this, don't get all mad. But not sticking up for your family is wrong :(, sorry doll. I love you though. Overall both White Lake trips were good.

Ged? How's it going you may ask? Still in that fucking freaking class. Actually, only working on math, pre test next week! I have alllll of my referrals except the math one, meaning I have all the big tests except my Math one. That is the only thing I have to work on, that is good though haha. Dad actually went to get his GED, sadly, he has to more refferals to get and he JUST started. Talk about me feeling dumb -_-. First, Stephen finishes in like two days, and now Dad is right at me :/, not really up lifting. Makes me feel dumb >.<. But you should never compare yourself to anyone! Is what Stephen says. Just makes me feel dumb though. I hate that feeling. I am almost done though. I will be done before the end of August, hopefully done BY August! The big tests, excluding math, or next week and the week after :) Wish me luck!

College? Yes. I have ACTUALLY figured that out and what I really want to do now. I know I keep changing that part haha. I actually had it down to two different colleges, one with a Film & Production thing and one with Advertising& Design one. Now, knowing me which do you think I chose? DUH, Film & Production! It's like a 30- 45 minute drive from where I live, which isn't to bad I guess.
PCC by the way, the college, Piedmont Community. RCC doesn't off the Film&Production thing so yeah! I am actually really excited :3! I only have to go for two years, surprisingly. So, I could always go back to college for something else afterwards, most people go 4 years so o:, we'll see! That's that haha.

This is the car I found that I liked.

Car? Adrianna, you obviously need a car to get to college or is your Dad going to take you? xD. Yes, I have to get a car, sadly. I don't really want to drive, but I have too. My Dad goes to work, and blah blah blah etc. So yeah, I have to get a car to go places. I asked my Mom, not to long ago, when I pass my GED if she and her boyfriend would think about getting me a car. She said she would talk to him. And now Monday they have an appointment to look at the car I like/picked out. 2003 Blue Chevy Cavalier, I really like it. Since this car didn't go pass my starter car money limit or near it, I am going to get a paint job done to it (if they are still going to say yes to it), purple! I wants a purple car :3!  I know all my signs! I have been studying the laws and such, for the driving test. Next week, hopefully, I am going to go and try to get my license. I actually, haven't had alot of time on the road driving because Dad won't let me. Angel let me drive like 5 times, a good distance though, which was nice...and scary DX. I need more practive on the driving part before I take the driving on the road test, but iunno if that will happen. Just wish me luck!

So the goals before August 15th. Get GED, PASS driving test to get my license, and then APPLY for PCC!

Oh, yeah. I will be looking for a job after I get my GED :3! I want money hahahaha. So yeah.
That's about it guys/girls.

I hope everyone is having an awesome fun filled summer!

Like woah! June 6th.

Hai hai! Blah blah. Iunno what to write O.O. But this has to be done haha. Besides listening to Lancifer is really upbeat and motivating ^-^, really o.o, look him up o.o, better yet, there wil be a video at the end of this entry, WOOT!
The past week and a half I stayed with Nina, pretty fun. Not to shabby. Addison is getting bigger and bigger o.o, well most babies do now don't they? Hahaha. Blonde moment, my baddddddddddddd.
LIKE WOAHHH.

Oh! Allie and Bekah had written me while I was gone, so yay. I love having penpals hahah. Pretty fun. I like to write. Obviously. Bekah doesn't really write as much as Allie. But I suppose I don't mind.
A letter is a letter! WOOT.

Bleh bleh.
Oh my gawsh  guys! I keep changing what I want to do career wise. And I think I have finallllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy figured everything out. Do you wanna know?! Do you!?
Well. I love making Youtube videos, and editing them. So I figured I should do something in media, like iunno, that is what I have figured out so far! Of course with Photography and Business as well. Just adding onto my amazing list haha.

Still looking for somethingI am great at and I have yet to find it so. Eh.

Have an amazing weekend guys! Also, Emerald Point is calling my name Friday, woot!
Bye loves <3.

LANCIFER :D, clickkk.

May 15th, first post in awhile.

Hello guys! It sure has been a good while, and I am sorry xD. Iunno why I haen't wrote. Nothing really important to say I guess. :/
How has everyone else been? I hope great!
Anything new? Well, I got my belly button pierced for the 3rd time almost a month ago xD, Hahaha. Then I got my septum pierced maybe 2 weeks ago I believe. That hurt like a bitch bish haha, serial buisness.

I haven't been to my Moms since before Christmas, yep.

I have been spending ALOT of time with my Step Mom Sarah,which she is doing well by the way! Chemo has given her some bad effects though,which is retardly ridiculous. I love her so much! I consider her my Mom, which everyone knows that, I say it alot on my Youtube videos xD. Which if you aren't subscribed to me, YOU SHOULD BE >:3. Mwahahaha.
Speaking of Youtube videos. I have 81 now I believe. Still disappointed on my subscriber count though(156) better than 1 so I suppose I don't mind.

Oh! I finally got a photography camera! A Fujifilm one at that;Sapphire got it for me for my Birthday (which was April 7th). Very nice camera. I use to for my Youtube videos as well!
I practiced my very first photography shoot on Sapphire, it went soooo well ^-^. Then a week later, I took picturesof Allie and Emilea, that also went very well!

The weather eh? FREAKING HOT AS BALLS O.O. AHHHHHHHHHHH DX.
Good thing I have alot of shorts this year ^-^.

I will start blogging more again, because I have seriously missed it :/. Sorry I haven't wrote alot.

Also! Me and Stephen are still together <3.

HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND WEEKEND LOVES <3

December 11th 1:07am :D.

Hai hai hai hai! I haven't kept updating and it is making me mad cause I keep saying I willl xDD, I really do try o.o, no joke O.O. I will keep updating sooner or later o.o! Eventually o.o, mwahhaa o.o!

So, my Dad finally took me to the GED place! I start in January, I need to hurry and finally get this shit shiz over with already so I can do something GREAT with my life, seriously. So this woman said they have this photography program and I will probably do it. Then after probably something with business or something in the medical field.

LIFE IS TO SHORT TO ONLY DO ONE THING IN LIFE, right? Indeed I am, so woot woot.

Eh I don't really want to drive but I am going to get my license after my GED or during, ima take the classes. I just don't wann drive with all the fucking freakin' crazy people out there on the road O.O. So yeah o.o.

I will write more another day, kinda tired heh DX. I really will  update soon o.o. Just incase I forget..which I WON'T! Merry Christmas Everyone <3.

November 9th!

Hey there! I know it has been foreverrrrrrrrr, but I haven't really been home, blah blah blah right?

What have you missed? Eh not sure but maybe if you keep reading you will see haha. I know I'm mean, deal with it you awesome person :D!

I finally got the other side of my lip pierced ya know, angel bites, and then I got my bellybutton/naval re-done. The bellybutton hurt worse than my lip one, weird huh? Well, they look pretty darn sweettttt :D!

I've been at Angels for a week or two or three, haha, just haven't felt like going home. Eh. I miss Sarah and everything but it just gets sad/boring/depressing there and with my Dad acting like a butt and won't do anything for me(school wise) I don't see the point in staying there alot, mean I know but I mean c'mon! I seriously should have already had my G.E.D. by now and it is just ridiculous >.>. I'm just waiting for him to text me or call saying that he misses me but I doubt that will happen haha. I'm a sucky person afterall. ANYHOW, enough of that haha.

Sarah's birthday was yesterday! I wasn't there but still wished her a happy birthday. I know her birthday wasn't the best seeing as she had chemo that day, bummer eh? Overall though, from how she said her day was though seemed pretty good to me which is great because she deserves a great birthday even when she isn't feeling well. I love and miss you Sarah (: <3.

I got a tattoo, yep, like a week or two ago, forgot, anyhow it's the eye of horus, it kinda hurt seeing as it hit a little bit of a bone D: !

Babysitting! I have been doing that alot, or well been trying too! I gets money and get to hangout with Addison so it's pretty rad :D. I get to see Nina too so which is super duper awesome cause I love her sooo much :D <3.

Ima go but sorry for a short update, I will really try to post a new entry soon. Love you guys<3.