Almost September!

Hai everyone! I know my last entry was alot of things, and things I need to explain now since a month has passed on. To let everyone know how everything ACTUALLY did turn out.

I got my GED! Yes, I now have a diploma and no longer am I considered a drop out! I did what I had to do. I am so glad that I am finally done with it, sadly ima miss the two great teachers that were there for me in the class, the were really awesome and very helpful! Suprisingly, my highest score was in math, i'm not telling my scores haha. I'm the girl who has a diploma now.

My future..may be right around the corner, but it feels as if it is miles away. Things seem to be back firing here and there, and kinda mess things up. Future why must you do this to me!!?!

No I do not... have my license yet OR a car. I haven't practiced driving in a month! So no use in worrieing about getting my license anytime soon, (need it before January though), because first, I basically got lied too. I'm not getting a car, at all. Second, didn't start college this Fall so wasn't know need. Don't pity me, life goes on. Sucky, but life goes on. I'll HOPEFULLY be going to college next semester, January, and HOPEFULLY i'll have my license or atleast someone who can take me. No license, no car. Can't get a car with no license. Can't drive if you have a license with no car. So, lose lose situation haha. So that's how that goes

Oh! Do you know how bad it sucks to get a letter and a email from the college you want to go to but can't go to it because it's so far away and even if you did have a car it'd be alot of gas. It's 30-40 minutes away. It sucks. Absolutely sucks. So, I think I actually came to a conclusion like, a few days ago. I think ima just have to find something to do at RCC, basically the only thing I can really do at the moment. I'll look through their programs later and see if something interests me. Hopefully there will be something that sparks my interests. I can most likely go to PCC down the road, later, years later >.>. Dad said I could take what I need for the PCC program at RCC and then go to PCC for the main stuff, but that adds in like an extra year or two, and I don't want that, makes no sense to do it for four years, when I can do it in two. So yeah, my lifes story haha. I'll be looking at RCC's page later.

I have been looking.. for jobs, mainly so I will be able to save up for a car one day, and then I want to save up for a trip. I'll explain "the trip" in my next blog entry. The job search is going nowhere and is kinda boring. I also want a job so i can get out of being in the house all day haha. I need to get out, atleast sometimes!

I  have been...spending alot of time with Sarah  She is my step Mom, who I refer to as my Mom ^-^.
I just got her into watching Awkward with me! We started on season one episode one, cause we are just that cool ;D. I really like this show, and I am glad that she does too, or we wouldn't be watching it together and spending time together. I love her sooo much <3.

I also stayed with Nina the other week, we had
loads of fun! I seriously missed her
and Addison so much!
Ima see her this week<3

My.. step sister is going to New Jersey for maybe a month at the month. Austin was supppose to go with her, and their Dad but he changed his mind to stay at home with all of us. That's cool, i'm glad she's getting away. The only thing that really irks me, is that she had a going away party last night, and didn't even invite me let alone her brother or Mother! She complains about how Sarah doesnt' call her first or blah blah, when all this week Sarah has been trying to get in touch with her. Pisses Pees me offf. You are suppose to treat family better I though. But what do I know? I'ma leave this as is, for now.

Ima go guys! Hope your school year, or college, or non college, or life is going great!
I also put pink extensions in my hair woot!

Byeee<3

It's only 5:33PM people! July 23rd.

Hey everyone! Figured I should blog, cause ima cool cat like that ;D. Not exactly to much to update everyone on, but there is a few.

I took this. Holden Beach.

I FINALLY have all my referrals for my big GED tests, which two are this week, and then the rest are in two weeks, sadly. I wished they could just make them all in one week, but noooooo. Sucks balls but eh, it's life I suppose. I am so excited to finally be done with all of this. My future is right around the corner saying, "Hey you, hurry the eff up!" Hahaha. I don't think I will be able to start college this fall, because I don't think I will meet the deadline for the sign up stuff, you know what I mean haha. But yeah, if I don't get too, hopefully I will in the spring, but keep your pretty little fingers crossed for me!

Example of the Hyundai, not the exact one but yeah!

You remember that car I was talking about in my last entry? Welllllllllll, someone snatched it up before I could! Sad I know. But, I think that was meant to happen, because the other day I found the perfect car for me! I have recently discovered that I really like Hyundai cars! I found myself a light blue 2006 Hyundai Sonata! She is a beauty :3. I want her haha. A really nice, and pretty car, that would, in my opininon, be perfect for myself ;D haha. So, keep your fingers crossed there too!

I have practiced driving a few times, even today. I drove from RCC to the stone store, I stopped there because I got scared O.O. Curvy roads and cars were coming so it scared me DX. But, obviously I must drive good because I am alive ^-^! *knocks on wood* I'ma get my license soon, but it's just really scary :/. I know i'm weird, don't judge me!

I went to the beach, last Thursday and stayed till Saturday because Papa Tony (Angel's Daddy) had two strokes! This trip was not for vacation, it was so we could see him. We had originally planned to stay till Sunday, but they let him go home Friday! Because he was walking good and all. I really don't like going to hospitals cause they make me sad :/. His nickname for me is Spike, ahah cool huh?
He's speech got wayyyyyyyyyyy better before we left Saturday, he was talking like himself. But Angel says he won't eve be the same :/. I think, he will be just as good OR even better! Keep him in your prayers.

That's all I will say about that, except, that was the first time I had been to the beach in years, so we stopped to see the ocean and get shells :3.

That's all gals and guys! Please stay tuned! Have a great week!

July 13th! Friday the 13th DUN DUN DUN DUN.

Stay in your house kids! Friday the 13th is always a scary day.

Hey everyone! I know I keep saying i'll update more, but I truely will when fall comes around :3, so just stay tuned! I likes to write so :3. Oh! I also write in a journal, crazy huh? Actually, it hurts my hand to write every night because it cramps up DX and gets tired from me writing so much haha. My journal is for more secret private stuff so :x ha!

You indeed have missed somewhat of a handful, kinda, maybe, possibly, you'll see xD.
Emerald Point? That was a good day. Of course I go on everything haha, except dare devil drop because I have done it everyyyy year and I just didn't want too. I hate the wedgies afterwards xD.
I also didn't get sunburnt which was a million plus's! I hate getting burnt and when I don't, I rejoice haha. That's about it for that I suppose.

I went to White Lake in June, and then I went back July 4th week.
How this started was that Brooklynn called me actually, asking if I wanted to go. The last time I had seen any of them over there or had stayed the night was like late December or early January, so yes a shock to me. Of course I wanted to go! That's White Lake, and I always like to get out of the house whenever I can. At first actually, I wasn't going to go but Memaw said she would give me money to go, so what the heck!  We stayed a week in June, which was fun. I tell you I must have bought like 200000000000 airheads from the giftshop beause whenever I came in they knew why hahahah. So yesh alot of yummy airheads! Iunno if anything super duper excited happened really haha. I swam, in the water, of course haha. That week however Memaw and Papa Joe were not with us.
The first week in July they were, crazy kinda. That week was a good week, kinda. We swam everyday, not long though haha, freaking hot as balls out there! We went to a water park that week, compared to Emerald Point that waterpark wasn't really anything o.o. They had this high big twisty slide that I rode about ten times haha. Brooklynn did it twice, she was scared haha, it happens I guess.
Memaw did cause a few arguements that week, but it was only like the first three days so eh. The difference between the me last year and the me this year is that, HECK YEAH I'M 18, technically an adult so, no such thing as back talking right? Apparently, that isn't true haha. If I had to really listen to anyone, it'd be my Dad, Mom, and Step Mom, since I am considerate. :3. But it wasn't a terrible week, just had to throw that in there haha. The fireworks there were kinda a disappointment, but it was still nice. I like to watch fireworks. BAM, POW, ahhhh pretty colors! Haha, that may be me o.o..


Before I end this White Lake stuff, I must add that the most people at Clear Water are kinda stuck up. I did however have a girl "friend", I wouldn't consider her a friend haha but yeah. Random girl, telling me about how she gave a guy a blowjob and that she wasn't a hoe. WHY TELL ME?! Makes you really sound like you're a whore haha. I say that because she did it to make her ex jealous o.O. This girl, no joke, is 14. Mouth drop right? I didn't really like this girl. I could add more if you must know but I won't for her sake. Now, what really pissed me off that week was that (gave two little boys a ride to their house on the golfcart) these two guys, like 12, who said they were 14, psh liars, were total jerks! They better be glad I didn't punch them in the face or kick them in their non-puberatated XD balls. They talked crap about Jacob having his ear pierced, and of course I stood up for Jacob because that is how I am, and then one talked crap about my piercings. Which I didn't care, my body, my life. But seriously, come one. That wasn't the thing that really made me mad about this whole situation, what made me mad was that Brooklynn was right there!!!!! Jacob is her brother and yet she couldn't stand up for him? Talking shit crap about your brother and you are just going to sit there? Fucked Freaked up man. Sad really. Now, Brooklynn if you are reading this, don't get all mad. But not sticking up for your family is wrong :(, sorry doll. I love you though. Overall both White Lake trips were good.

Ged? How's it going you may ask? Still in that fucking freaking class. Actually, only working on math, pre test next week! I have alllll of my referrals except the math one, meaning I have all the big tests except my Math one. That is the only thing I have to work on, that is good though haha. Dad actually went to get his GED, sadly, he has to more refferals to get and he JUST started. Talk about me feeling dumb -_-. First, Stephen finishes in like two days, and now Dad is right at me :/, not really up lifting. Makes me feel dumb >.<. But you should never compare yourself to anyone! Is what Stephen says. Just makes me feel dumb though. I hate that feeling. I am almost done though. I will be done before the end of August, hopefully done BY August! The big tests, excluding math, or next week and the week after :) Wish me luck!

College? Yes. I have ACTUALLY figured that out and what I really want to do now. I know I keep changing that part haha. I actually had it down to two different colleges, one with a Film & Production thing and one with Advertising& Design one. Now, knowing me which do you think I chose? DUH, Film & Production! It's like a 30- 45 minute drive from where I live, which isn't to bad I guess.
PCC by the way, the college, Piedmont Community. RCC doesn't off the Film&Production thing so yeah! I am actually really excited :3! I only have to go for two years, surprisingly. So, I could always go back to college for something else afterwards, most people go 4 years so o:, we'll see! That's that haha.

This is the car I found that I liked.

Car? Adrianna, you obviously need a car to get to college or is your Dad going to take you? xD. Yes, I have to get a car, sadly. I don't really want to drive, but I have too. My Dad goes to work, and blah blah blah etc. So yeah, I have to get a car to go places. I asked my Mom, not to long ago, when I pass my GED if she and her boyfriend would think about getting me a car. She said she would talk to him. And now Monday they have an appointment to look at the car I like/picked out. 2003 Blue Chevy Cavalier, I really like it. Since this car didn't go pass my starter car money limit or near it, I am going to get a paint job done to it (if they are still going to say yes to it), purple! I wants a purple car :3!  I know all my signs! I have been studying the laws and such, for the driving test. Next week, hopefully, I am going to go and try to get my license. I actually, haven't had alot of time on the road driving because Dad won't let me. Angel let me drive like 5 times, a good distance though, which was nice...and scary DX. I need more practive on the driving part before I take the driving on the road test, but iunno if that will happen. Just wish me luck!

So the goals before August 15th. Get GED, PASS driving test to get my license, and then APPLY for PCC!

Oh, yeah. I will be looking for a job after I get my GED :3! I want money hahahaha. So yeah.
That's about it guys/girls.

I hope everyone is having an awesome fun filled summer!

Like woah! June 6th.

Hai hai! Blah blah. Iunno what to write O.O. But this has to be done haha. Besides listening to Lancifer is really upbeat and motivating ^-^, really o.o, look him up o.o, better yet, there wil be a video at the end of this entry, WOOT!
The past week and a half I stayed with Nina, pretty fun. Not to shabby. Addison is getting bigger and bigger o.o, well most babies do now don't they? Hahaha. Blonde moment, my baddddddddddddd.
LIKE WOAHHH.

Oh! Allie and Bekah had written me while I was gone, so yay. I love having penpals hahah. Pretty fun. I like to write. Obviously. Bekah doesn't really write as much as Allie. But I suppose I don't mind.
A letter is a letter! WOOT.

Bleh bleh.
Oh my gawsh  guys! I keep changing what I want to do career wise. And I think I have finallllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy figured everything out. Do you wanna know?! Do you!?
Well. I love making Youtube videos, and editing them. So I figured I should do something in media, like iunno, that is what I have figured out so far! Of course with Photography and Business as well. Just adding onto my amazing list haha.

Still looking for somethingI am great at and I have yet to find it so. Eh.

Have an amazing weekend guys! Also, Emerald Point is calling my name Friday, woot!
Bye loves <3.

LANCIFER :D, clickkk.

May 15th, first post in awhile.

Hello guys! It sure has been a good while, and I am sorry xD. Iunno why I haen't wrote. Nothing really important to say I guess. :/
How has everyone else been? I hope great!
Anything new? Well, I got my belly button pierced for the 3rd time almost a month ago xD, Hahaha. Then I got my septum pierced maybe 2 weeks ago I believe. That hurt like a bitch bish haha, serial buisness.

I haven't been to my Moms since before Christmas, yep.

I have been spending ALOT of time with my Step Mom Sarah,which she is doing well by the way! Chemo has given her some bad effects though,which is retardly ridiculous. I love her so much! I consider her my Mom, which everyone knows that, I say it alot on my Youtube videos xD. Which if you aren't subscribed to me, YOU SHOULD BE >:3. Mwahahaha.
Speaking of Youtube videos. I have 81 now I believe. Still disappointed on my subscriber count though(156) better than 1 so I suppose I don't mind.

Oh! I finally got a photography camera! A Fujifilm one at that;Sapphire got it for me for my Birthday (which was April 7th). Very nice camera. I use to for my Youtube videos as well!
I practiced my very first photography shoot on Sapphire, it went soooo well ^-^. Then a week later, I took picturesof Allie and Emilea, that also went very well!

The weather eh? FREAKING HOT AS BALLS O.O. AHHHHHHHHHHH DX.
Good thing I have alot of shorts this year ^-^.

I will start blogging more again, because I have seriously missed it :/. Sorry I haven't wrote alot.

Also! Me and Stephen are still together <3.

HAVE A GREAT WEEK AND WEEKEND LOVES <3

December 11th 1:07am :D.

Hai hai hai hai! I haven't kept updating and it is making me mad cause I keep saying I willl xDD, I really do try o.o, no joke O.O. I will keep updating sooner or later o.o! Eventually o.o, mwahhaa o.o!

So, my Dad finally took me to the GED place! I start in January, I need to hurry and finally get this shit shiz over with already so I can do something GREAT with my life, seriously. So this woman said they have this photography program and I will probably do it. Then after probably something with business or something in the medical field.

LIFE IS TO SHORT TO ONLY DO ONE THING IN LIFE, right? Indeed I am, so woot woot.

Eh I don't really want to drive but I am going to get my license after my GED or during, ima take the classes. I just don't wann drive with all the fucking freakin' crazy people out there on the road O.O. So yeah o.o.

I will write more another day, kinda tired heh DX. I really will  update soon o.o. Just incase I forget..which I WON'T! Merry Christmas Everyone <3.

November 9th!

Hey there! I know it has been foreverrrrrrrrr, but I haven't really been home, blah blah blah right?

What have you missed? Eh not sure but maybe if you keep reading you will see haha. I know I'm mean, deal with it you awesome person :D!

I finally got the other side of my lip pierced ya know, angel bites, and then I got my bellybutton/naval re-done. The bellybutton hurt worse than my lip one, weird huh? Well, they look pretty darn sweettttt :D!

I've been at Angels for a week or two or three, haha, just haven't felt like going home. Eh. I miss Sarah and everything but it just gets sad/boring/depressing there and with my Dad acting like a butt and won't do anything for me(school wise) I don't see the point in staying there alot, mean I know but I mean c'mon! I seriously should have already had my G.E.D. by now and it is just ridiculous >.>. I'm just waiting for him to text me or call saying that he misses me but I doubt that will happen haha. I'm a sucky person afterall. ANYHOW, enough of that haha.

Sarah's birthday was yesterday! I wasn't there but still wished her a happy birthday. I know her birthday wasn't the best seeing as she had chemo that day, bummer eh? Overall though, from how she said her day was though seemed pretty good to me which is great because she deserves a great birthday even when she isn't feeling well. I love and miss you Sarah (: <3.

I got a tattoo, yep, like a week or two ago, forgot, anyhow it's the eye of horus, it kinda hurt seeing as it hit a little bit of a bone D: !

Babysitting! I have been doing that alot, or well been trying too! I gets money and get to hangout with Addison so it's pretty rad :D. I get to see Nina too so which is super duper awesome cause I love her sooo much :D <3.

Ima go but sorry for a short update, I will really try to post a new entry soon. Love you guys<3.