June 5th. 2:00am

Konnichiwa guys. How's it going? Hopefully pretty dang good seeing as this is the last week of school for you all, and I hope everyone did GREAT on their exams. (:

I really don't do anything anymore, not like I can haha. I sit around like I always have but it really gets old. I help Sarah and stay and keep her company because I love her and that's what I should do. Help her in anyway needed. Sapphire hasn't really been around much, and iunno if that worries me but I kinda don't feel that it's right, but what do I know? And Austin, well, he's a guy, well boy, and probably doesn't understand as much as he probably thinks but he should be nicer, verbally anyway, since he likes to say things. I feel that everyone should be helping out and being nice, but it doesn't seem to be going that way or to me it doesn't seem that way.

Someone made me this, suppose to be Stephen and I.
Heh.

As long as Sarah is getting and feeling better I am happy. She has to have chemo though. We don't know when but she does, for about 5-6 months probably. I don't think it will be too bad but you really never know, it can have different effects upon everyone. She already said she would rather her hair fall out then puke alot. Heck, I'm with her on that. I dislike throwing up, alot. All we go good, I hope and know it. Wish her the best of luck, cause I am. Read my last two posts and you will know alot.

Lately, I seem to just feel so down. I really don't know why and it annoys me. I feel that I am not acknowledged enough like I should be and I feel pretty much worthless. Iunno really. I just have alot of issues, and even though talking to someone (1 person) about it helps a little, it still doesn't make a difference about how I feel. I think I have alot of issues and problems with people but can't tell them, cause honestly, would you want to be yelled at?or someone give you an attitude for telling the truth?I wouldn't, so some things are easily kept to myself. Hmm. I miss my Mom, I really do. But I am use to that feeling. Just wish me and her could get more time to hangout. I hope she really is trying to do better. Anyhow.So, here goes a 5th in a row of just feeling..."okay". Ignore thise part of my entry please.

Ima go guys. Thanks for reading. Love you. (:

Tueday February 1st. In school,near afternoon.

"I found I could say things with color and shapes that I couldn't say any other way - things I had no words for."-Georgia O'Keeffe

Hey everyone. Yes the title above is quite right, xD. I'm in school, actually in my Apex class. They don't have my information to begin my classes or anything, since I am new to apex. So, someone last semester took and finished 6 classes on Apex, and I was like dannnggg. I need to do at least three, but doing four would help out just as well haha. I have second lunch, which sucks. Most of my friends have first lunch and I am stuck with the second once, of course. Oh well, I will deal. Have too, haha.
My new classes started today, you know, the Geometry and Art, that's the only classes I have been too, besides Apex which is now. I have Geometry with a really nice teacher(not the first time I have had her).Which sucks because I have tall people sitting in front of me.-__-. Note taking should be fun eh? After that, I ran off too Art. She seems cool, but she shows that she will get on your for misbehavior. Art should be fun, haven't took an art class since the 6th grade and that wasn't to bad. One of my bestest friends, Raaven, is in my Geometry and Art class :D. I'm glad me and her finally get a class, just sucks that I don't have lunch with her, BUMMER. So I am in my 3rd period class now, Apex, and there isn't alot of people in here. Kinda quiet. Teacher is nice, and kinda funny. xD. Well, wish me luck on my last class of the day, Physical Science. :o. Oh,hmm my lunch wasn't so bad(:
I was called to the office during 2nd, and I suppose that went well. ISS tomorrow...Yay? I don't know if that is really a yay or not. I will probably just draw the whole time in there, sleeping on desks are not easy, for me anyway. Not everyone that I skipped with will be in there, thank gawd. I didn't want everyone to be in there really, just cause. Cause I dunno? xD. I apparently do not know alot do I? But then again, I DO! Don't judge me, o.o.
I dunno what to write,hmmm. I talked to one of my old bestfriends(Eli) today, he hasn't been going to this school so it may be a rough day on him, but probably not. He is a pretty swell person, yepp. (:
I know going to new schools aren't the easiest of things, sometimes hard, really just depends on that person. I went to a different school half a year then came back to the one I had original been going too. That is just a whole different story. So yeah, if anyone you know is new to your school, don't be so hard on them. Hehe.
Victoria said my blog was sometimes funny! O.O. That kinda made me happy :D.
I dunno if it is sometimes funny or not, but I would like for it to be interesting. I am a very weird and strange person so.
20 something minutes before next period, GAHH. I hope she is nice, she better be. MWAHAHAHAHAHAAHA. O.O, I got type happy, hehe.
So I think I have written enough, blah blah. Hope everyones week is pretty awesome.
Bye for now.

Also, I did add a quote<3.