June 5th. 2:00am

Konnichiwa guys. How's it going? Hopefully pretty dang good seeing as this is the last week of school for you all, and I hope everyone did GREAT on their exams. (:

I really don't do anything anymore, not like I can haha. I sit around like I always have but it really gets old. I help Sarah and stay and keep her company because I love her and that's what I should do. Help her in anyway needed. Sapphire hasn't really been around much, and iunno if that worries me but I kinda don't feel that it's right, but what do I know? And Austin, well, he's a guy, well boy, and probably doesn't understand as much as he probably thinks but he should be nicer, verbally anyway, since he likes to say things. I feel that everyone should be helping out and being nice, but it doesn't seem to be going that way or to me it doesn't seem that way.

Someone made me this, suppose to be Stephen and I.
Heh.

As long as Sarah is getting and feeling better I am happy. She has to have chemo though. We don't know when but she does, for about 5-6 months probably. I don't think it will be too bad but you really never know, it can have different effects upon everyone. She already said she would rather her hair fall out then puke alot. Heck, I'm with her on that. I dislike throwing up, alot. All we go good, I hope and know it. Wish her the best of luck, cause I am. Read my last two posts and you will know alot.

Lately, I seem to just feel so down. I really don't know why and it annoys me. I feel that I am not acknowledged enough like I should be and I feel pretty much worthless. Iunno really. I just have alot of issues, and even though talking to someone (1 person) about it helps a little, it still doesn't make a difference about how I feel. I think I have alot of issues and problems with people but can't tell them, cause honestly, would you want to be yelled at?or someone give you an attitude for telling the truth?I wouldn't, so some things are easily kept to myself. Hmm. I miss my Mom, I really do. But I am use to that feeling. Just wish me and her could get more time to hangout. I hope she really is trying to do better. Anyhow.So, here goes a 5th in a row of just feeling..."okay". Ignore thise part of my entry please.

Ima go guys. Thanks for reading. Love you. (:

January 29th. 1:00am,Saturday.

Bonjour! How is everyone? Hopefully wonderful and happy happy. I'm alright alrighty, haha. So yeah what happened this week? WHOAA, well in some ways alot but then when you look at it nothing really happened. So anyhow, Monday through Thursday was suppose to be for exams, I took History Monday, Algebra Tuesday, Science Wednesday, Thursday was a 2 hour delay so we couldn't take our exam and moved it to Friday which was suppose to be for makeup exam day, so Interior Design Friday. So the only one out of all of those that I am sure that I passed was Algebra, because he said he would called if we failed it, and well he didn't call which made me happy! I started that exam at 8:15am and ended at 11:03am, long time right? Yeah weird, never have I took so long on a test. Luckily, we don't have school Monday, cause that is now the new makeup exam test day, which honestly I don't know if I would have to retake any of those if I had failed it, which again I do not know if I did. If I did, oh well. They probably should have called me, haha. On Friday, I was suppose to be at the Dentist at 10am and well in order for me to do that I had to ask my principal and well you can't leave during exams, but he told me to ask my Interior Design teacher, of course she said I could leave right after I finished. Yeah, coolest teacher ever haha. So yeah, I walked out and waited for Sarah and Sapphire too get me. Long story short, I couldn't see my Dentist due to retarded schedule making!DX. How wack, so now my Orthodontist will probably bitch wine about how I should have had my cleaned teeth by them, and possibly should have got my tooth pulled. GREEEAAATTT, the joy of people being mean when clearly it was not my fault. Oh well, haha. I get my top braces off in like ten days, well that's a good thing, and then I have to go get a retainer, woot! Dunno if I should be happy about that or not, but I've had braces for like almost 2 years,xD. Nice exam week right? Sure.
Oh! I forgot, I got in trouble Thursday, for skipping. O.O. Yeah, Ima bad kid! DX. I knew it wasn't the smart thing to do but yet me being retarded and hyper made me not think, but your probably thinking "That's no excuse..", and you my friend are correct. I wasn't unconscious, I was clearly aware of everything just didn't think we would get caught. So yeah, um. Someone supposedly saw me and the others walk to the abandon building and well I suppose they called. So, the school cops came and well found us, and basically made us all wait for our parents to come and get us, since they called them. Skipping wasn't exactly the terrible thing in the situation, the thing that wasn't smart was that no one thought that we could get charged for trespassing. Which we did legally trespass, we all chilled in an abandoned building. Stupid. So, that is pending at this moment. If we have to pay, it's going to suck. Because that means I won't be able to go to Animazment, and won't be able to get some things. Anyhow, I was last to leave. Me and one of the cops had a long talk. Very strange actually, he told me things I never knew about him and I'm pretty sure not alot of people do either. I'm not exactly going to say what he said due to some people reading this, if that is even possible -_-. But, I don't think I will skip again, form school that is. Maybe play sick, or just stay home. I don't need police trouble. Neither does anyone else. Bad thing for me, I will get ISS for a day, so will the others unless they skipped earlier in the year and if that is so they will get suspended, and I will probably get suspended from Ladybug's for a couple of weeks :/. Ugh, I liked that club. Now, I can only look forward to ACG every other Wednesday, better than nothing I suppose. My guidance counselor is going to be so disappointed, haha, but she likes me so maybe I'm good. Best of luck to the others!
Friday night (last night), I went to some fighting thing, called Tough Men or something. It was pretty good and funny, but the people there were so dumb and ignorant. People making fun of guys in the ring, but yet I didn't see them in the ring fighting. Dumbass Dumb crappy people. I was shouting for someone to win, and saying whoaa and hit him, but I wouldn't bash any of them. I know I don't have the guts to get in a ring not knowing what could happen. People are crazed, and enjoy others feeling pain, or that is how it looks. But hey, if you enjoy boxing, go for it. I ain't against it. Woot.
Ahhh.I finished watching the anime series Elfen Lied. It was really great. But pissed me off in the end. Why would Lucy die? How? I do not know. It didn't exactly show her being killed but it showed gun fire and her horn in the hair and a piece off of it. When I saw that I was like O.O. But then before this last episode ended, in the end, someone rings the doorbell and Kouta was about to go to the door but heard the clock start working and it ended. DX. Which by the way, Lucy tried to fix the clock, obviously she did it. But still, nooooo. So sad. I wanted her and Kouta to be together. A great anime series, that is but 13 episodes long, not including the 10.5 episode.XD.
This is alot, and I know that pretty much no one reads my blog but this is just something to do. So I will keep blogging with random updates and weird conversations. xD

Well, Ima go and write more in a couple of days, have a great weekend everyone and a great (next) week (:
<3.

 

Tonight, November 18th.

Hello gorgeous people. I hope everyone is extra extra fine on this day and hope everyone is having a great day and a great week. My week is going eh, I've been getting depressed alot for some reasons and stuff. Nothing to worry about though, i'll live..hopefully,xD
So at this exact and current moment im with my sister Nina,and its lovely<3 she has made my day, serial. I haven't seen her in like two months so no duh im extra happy right now. She pregnant and all, and today was the first day I got to feel Addison (her unborn babygirls name,xD) kick me,and it was so funny cause I was making jokes like 'I hit her head, no wonder she kicked me!", like no joke yo, I swear thats why she kicked me like twice. It was so adorable(: Best of wish's to pregnant people out there!
Well,im trying to at least write once a month, haha, keep in touch babydolls!
Have a great weekend and a great Thanksgiving<3

November 3rd my Loves.

Ello bumble bees,even though I probably shouldn't say that because its like fall..and wouldn't bumble bees die? Let me restate then. Hello snowflakes! (thats better than dead bees,lol) How are yall? Hopefully fabulous! Thats the first I have wrote that word in forever,fabulous,that is;not thats two times haha. My day was decent with a slice headache on top, thats right, I had a headache and still do;which me and you both know they suck major anus hole haha. I still wanna V-BLOG DARNNNIIITTT. Gr. I shall when I can, don't judge me. xD So yeah you all better have had a good day.(:
My day yesterday wasn't has good as it was today. I had like two meltdowns yesterday, cried and shiz..for basically know reason. Just cause my friends were being douches and stuff but we're good. I'm no baby or a wimp:/. After that, I went to my cousins who I have not seen since like the summer or some shiz! I have honestly missed them all,and even my Memaw. After the rumble we all had it was weird and stuff, but now its good thank gawd haha. I like having a family, not that I dont have one..just not a big one. That does kinda suck at times but eh I have gotten use to it. Hope you and your familys are great(:
So,it sucks I cant blog as much as I want, which is quite alot but im sure not alot of people read this stuff...Why would they? Its kinda lame and boring at the same time truthfully. So my question for everyone is what should I do to make my blog more interesting..like really. I want veiws, I wanna feel specail yo!
Actually, I'd just rather be a....HERO. ;D Heck yeah,I went there. You could be my little person I say! That way I will be special haha, wouldn't that make you special too? haha. Everyone is special (:
By the way, there is alot of bad punctuation(sp?) in my blogs..which sucks cause I actually like grammar.
Don't judge me,haha!
So there you have it loves, just a random update.
<3
-Adree

Fifth of September my Friends.

Ello there once again. I hope everyone is doing great and is in a lovely mood! As for me,im quite alright,nothing to be to excited about..Gotta go back to school Tuesday,xD. NOOOO,save mehh?With your super hero powers that will defeat the dark side? Or if you can't,thats perfectly fine. I'll still probably love you..maybe..it's possible..Mhm!
So,I told Sapphire to Blog! So shes found other sites to blog on. Honestly,does it matter where you blog cause if it does I'd like to know this! I figured if this is not the best site to blog on,i'll just create other blogs on different sites with the same stuff this says in it. That could always work,dont'cha think?
Oh,I was also wondering,what do people blog about? I mean if im blogging or whatever wrong I would like to know so I could achieve the BLOG power! MWAHAHAH! o.o,sorry,haha.
So,something that upseted me today?! Well,besides the fact that it's Sunday and mail doesn't run on Sundays! Which why is that anyway?! It crushes the hopes and dreams of people who write!
Anyhow,the reason why this sucked for me is because I've wrote my Mom a bunch of letters in the past two weeks,and I haven't heard from her! DX. It's a down right bummer. Oh,I'm sure you may have a questioned look upon your face about why I write my Mother? It's because shes in prison,yes prison. It's sad isnt it? I'm just glad I'm actually taking my time to write her..Shes been in and out of jail/prison since I was a kid. So,my Dad was the one who mostly took care of me. Then he met his "love",to till this day they still haven't married. it's been 9 years in all?Maybe 10 years. Sapphire would know. So yeah,Him and Sarah(the lover),were the ones who took care of me and my older brother Stallone. He'll be 18 at the end of September. So,later on Sarah had a baby,Tatiana;who is now 5 years old and just started kindergarten(sp?). She has gotten into trouble every day,I wonder who she gets it from..Hmm. But yeah,Sarah has also Sapphire;18years old,and Austin who is 15years old. Their my family,and I would be nowhere without them till this day.
I didn't mention my half sister,Nina shes 19 or 18 years old,I forget this things cause of the amount of siblings I have.Haha. Shes a CNA or CNA assistant which is pretty cool. She is also about to have a little baby! I know AWWWHHH rightt? I'ma be an awesome unique aunt,or so I think.(:
Whooo,I've wrote alot. I'm never gonna get veiws cause I talk/type to much. DX
Anyhow,have a great week you guys.
I'll blog soon(: