I'm More Experienced in Life?

The other night I was talking to my friend about who was more "experienced", and no, we were not talking about sexually, haha! When I was discussing how I am more "experienced", I realized that I have really went through some rough shit. Was I really trying to prove I was more experienced because of all the bad shit that has happened during my life, or was it my brain trying to make me realize, "hey girl, you are making it and you should realize it". Weirdly enough, my brain was right. I may not have been as fortunate as others, but who I am now is someone I am proud to be. I am really making it. I am in college to further my education and so that I can transfer into a program I am really interested in.-to me, that's a start.

I was debating on actually posting the types of questions that were brought up by myself that led me to think "I am more experienced in life", and I think I will. They may seem like nonsense, but they aren't..in a way. I'm just throwing them out there, so you all can get an idea.

"Ever have an immediate family member go to jail or prison?" 

"Ever have to live with a guardian, or away from your parents for more than 5 years?" 

"Ever skip classes or drop out?"

"Ever want to be put in the hospital just to see who really cares?"

"Ever been emotionally abused?"

"Ever witness someone so high, that they couldn't even paint your toenails?"

"Ever have to act like an adult for an adult?"

"Any family members who have had cancer or currently have cancer?"

I'm not sure what you make of the questions I asked to see if this person really knew anything about what someone goes through, but the fact that they all are apart of my life, even if some of it is in the past, is interesting. Why did I even let all of that out? Why bother? Well, I am guessing it's good to let some things out, even if they aren't good things. Everything that may have been unfortunate in my life, may have affected me, but I am a pretty positive person, and I love that about myself.

After everything, and at the end of the day, I like who I am and I love myself. That is the most important thing to do for yourself.

Love yourself, and don't let your past affect your future in a negative way. 

New Year.

Wow, how time flies!
It's now 2015, and my last post was in March 2014, WOW. I would normally rant and say I'll do better and I'll update more, but things get in the way. Life gets in the way. Cliche I guess haha. I'm going to try and make a short and simple update, because my blog really needs a new post-my own fault.

I will start off by.. telling you what major(ish) things have happened since my last update..sound good? Good. So my last post said I was super stoked about the New York trip, and yes I did go and I had such an amazing time! If you don't already, you should follow me/subscribe to me on YouTube because I post videos at least once a week, and my New York trip was captured daily and uploaded onto YouTube! So, yes, the New York trip, I went with the art club, and WOW, just wow. It was amazing! The pizza and the museums, yes yes yes, just an amazing time. So I don't ramble about how I was fortunate enough to go, checkout my videos.

So about a week or so after my NY trip, I was able to visit Savannah, Georgia with my Granny for a weekend. We went because my cousin, Katarine, goes to SCAD, and they were having a parent weekend type thing and I was luckily invited to join my Granny! Savannah, GA, is a very pretty place! Not as crowded as NY, haha, a plus! What I liked most about that trip, besides spending some time with my family, was the SCAD Chalk Art. These students had AMAZING work done in chalk, blew my freakin' mind o.o. (also a video on my YouTube channel). So Georgia was nice as well ^-^.



Those are the 2 major trips that I went on, I really didn't go into detail with because well, I am sure the videos would be more awesome to watch and such.

2nd year in college, woot woot! Spring semester actually starts this coming Monday O.O. Last semester, I had Ceramics 2, Painting 1, 2 different Englishes (one half the semester, then the other the last half), and an online Computer class. I passed all of my classes! YAY!
So my classes for this semester are, Figure Drawing, 3D Drawing, West Civ, an English, and Art History! I'm excited, but I know that this semester is the semester that I really have to take time and STUDY a lot more than I normally do. I'm wanting a certain GPA for myself, so I need to do my best in my classes in general!

Also! I am VP in SAGA, YAY! It just makes me happy that I am open into being in clubs at my college, it took me forever to join the Art Club, I am so glad that I am in 2 clubs though. I really enjoy it, and I enjoy the people in both clubs.

I think that's it o.o... I said it would be short, thank you for reading!
Have a great week ^-^

P.S. there is more than one NY video.. :D
www.youtube.com/adrianna94

P.S.S me and my Mom got matching tattoos..

March 11th, 2014~

Hey y'all!!! I hope everyone is doing swell, like I always say ^-^! So instead of my usual, "I'm sorry I haven't written in awhile, I will do better, blah blah", I just want to say I'm sorry for not being more frequent with my blog posts. Anyway! Let's just get into the updating and all that shiz.

How is college going? College is actually going really well this semester and I'm not sure if it's because of my fun art classes or because I am actually making friends, haha! I like to say I'm antisocial but, I'm not quite sure that is the case haha-maybe I am just nervous. Last semester I "lost" a good friend of mine, not really "lost" because we're taking a break (weird saying I know). We are taking a break because I can't handle someone who is really insecure of their self and posting about it all over the internet trying to get attention-even though she says she wasn't trying to get attention. The fact is, I told her how other people would see it because that's how I see it but of course she fought about it and one of her friends even agree'd with her. If you are her friend, then you need to tell her the truth, sorry not sorry. I had multiple people agree with me and it's just sad that she can't get over herself. I use to have low self esteem and it's not healthy, I have learned to love myself and she needs to do the same. You should love yourself, you are beautiful!
Off topic, whoops, xD.  I am enjoying my art classes so far which is kinda surprising because I don't believe I have "artistic talent" haha but, I guess them because they're fun ^-^. I'll post pictures down below of 3 ceramic pieces I made last week. 2D is going pretty well, we have 3 projects due in two weeks, after we get back from Spring break, which I have 1 finished so I am good haha xD. That's about it for college.

New York Trip? I am going to New York in 7 days, OMG I am so excited y'all! I don't really know what to say about this topic, haha, because I am just to excited xD! Well, I will try to give some details, hmm. I am going to New York with the art and history club, you don't even have to be in the clubs to go, you just have to major in one of the two. Each day we have museums or fun free sites to see and go too. I just paid for my bus tickets yesterday, and we are actually getting there earlier than everyone and we are leaving later than everyone XD, weird right? MORE FREE TIME though, so hopefully it's all good ^-^. I will be vlogging everyday while I am in NY so y'all keep an eye out on my YouTube channel!

Stephen's birthday was yesterday! Sadly, I really didn't have anything planned for his birthday besides taking him out to eat. We went to Golden Corral and ate as much as we could because, everyone knows Golden Corral prices have went up for some stupid reason haha. Then, we went to Goodwill and I got a dress, a shirt, and I bought him a pair of shorts! Lastly, we went to Wal-Mart because he needed to pick up a few things for his Mom and he wanted his hair cut.-we ended up waiting almost 30 minutes for some woman to be available haha. He got his haircut for FREE, yes free. He was actually really lucky haha, there was this lady interviewing for a job and she needed to do a mans haircut so, it was free!-his haircut looks so great too. He is a cutie! He said he had a great birthday and I hope he really did even though he waited on me twice yesterday and I felt/feel bad about that :/. All in all, I always have a great time spending time with him!


I'll end this post here since I actually started writing this on the 8th xD. Have a great week everyone!

It's a New Year!

Hey y'all! Well well, it sure has been a LONG time since I have blogged and I am sorry about that to the people who actually read my blog, I am sorry!
So, I will do a quick update; nothing is TO new in my life haha.

I started my 3rd semester back at college Monday and I vlogged this whole week! I will put the videos in this post so anyone can watch them  (I put up 2 so if you want to watch more then just go to my channel)^-^. This week has been long but not so bad, I've seen alot of my friends already (which I don't really have any haha). I see my friend Stephanie every day, and Ashlynn on Mondays and Wednesdays, which is neat. They are both really good friends :D.

Gawsh, there is nothing really to write, maybe I will have more time to write more very soon!

Have a great New Year everyone and do great in school/college!

Photo Nina took <3

Hey hi hello world! Been a month, I know haha, craziness right xD? Well, not much to update but I shall update anyway ^-^

How have classes been you may ask?! Well, classes have been pretty good, shocker right? If I had to pick a class that I least like it would be Math because the teacher is really slow and I feel like I already know what she is teaching, haha. I am sure everyone thinks they know what they are doing till test time, right? xD.  Yoga isn't so bad, but the day after my 1st class my body was sore haha, and it STILL gets sore after sometimes--just depends what we have done that day.  I LOVE my English class! The teacher is so hilarious and even jokes around with the students, that's the kind of teachers I like;the nice, funny, strange ones haha.In every class I have all of the students get along, that I have noticed anyway. I also like my Art class because even though I am in there for sooo long, we draw half of the time we are in there haha, so not to bad. I feel like I wrote this all over the place haha, sorry readers! Still love me right xDD? I think my grades are good, I don't know yet because they aren't up yet O.O...strange, oh well.

Nina at an old building!

Me and my lovely sister, Nina, went on a photo-shoot last week. Wait wait. I wanted to take pictures of her XD, so a photo-shoot for HER XD, but in the end she ended up taking some photos off me because I did want some, so it all worked out! We went to our downtown and took some photos near building walls, were noone could see us >.>.. Then on the railroad tracks, not safe, but we were careful! Then after that, we left to go to the cemetery, she wanted some photos took there and we did! I got some nice shots there, we aren't disrespectful people I promise ~
We had alot of funny spending some time together :D, I loves her so mucchh!

Me and lovely Leroy <3

I stayed with my boyfriend for four nights! Since my sister works on the weekdays I have to have someone to take me to my classes and then get me, and he was nice enough to do so ^-^. We had a blast! We went out to eat alot haha--Mexican restaurant, Pizza Hut, Taco Bell, Burger King, etc. I love going out to eat and spending time with him :). (I enjoy going out to eat with my family, of course!). We also went to Rue21, and of course I got a few things, mwhaha! We also went to Catos, and Goodwill so I could thrift some but I only got some books and a pair of boots, gr.
All in all, I always have a blast with my babe <3

I think that's about it y'all! Have a great day <3

First week of my 2nd semester, what what!?!

Hey everyone! Before I start to talk about college and all that jazz, I will say what I did with the rest of my summer. I basically moved in with my sister, Nina, which has been really great. She is really appreciated of everything I do and enjoys me staying while I can, xD. I am moving back "home" eventually, that's just another long story so bleh. I did visit my Mom for two weeks! I only got to stay with her for 2 weeks because of when college started, which started before elementary school, middle school, and high school so. I had a really good time visiting my Mom and her boyfriend Lawrence, they both were really nice of course haha. We went to downtown and watched he drum circle, walked around downtown, went thrifting, went to the mall, and all kinds of bonding and fun stuff haha. I'm just really glad I had a good and safe trip there and back. Me and my Mom got along well, always a plus! But, the two weeks went by so fast, and I was sad to go. Overall it was all good and the end of my summer was awesome!

Me and my best friend, Raaven!

Now college time! Only been going to college 3 days and I'm ALREADY tired haha. I started Monday, woot woot. So my classes are pretty simple; Drawing 1, Yoga, English, and a few Math classes. So far, good xD. I didn't really want the drawing class seeing as how I don't really draw, but if you participate and turn your work in on time a good grade will appear I assume! I have Drawing 1 two times a week for almost 3 hours each class time. Yoga! I think I might like yoga, but after doing it, the next day my body was sore! I have Yoga once a week for almost three hours. So if I get good at yoga, I will probably keep doing it ^-^!
English and Math don't really need to be discussed in my opinion haha, both teachers seem nice so far xD. But I think math is going to get boring
really fast.Oh well! If you are in college currently, or in high school, or whatever, comment below with your schedule!
Oh yeah! My bestfriend and I get to hangout during our free hours on Mondays and Wednesdays, so awesome! She's super awesome and I loves her!

Nina had.. gallbladder surgery last Friday, sad to say. Even though she wasn't feeling to good the first two days, now she seems to be doing alot better, which I'm thankful!

Gawsh this update is so small compared to my others DX. But before I go.. I might join the Art Club and may even try to write in the colle

ge's paper! Wish me luck if I decide to do both. Have a great day guys!

Much love ~

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Wow, long time now write...

love

Writing a penpal back!

Hey everyone! I know it's been forever, NOT JUST foreverrrr, but a very long time! Or, feels like a very long time haha. I am sorry for neglecting my blog, but to be honest it's not like many people read it, but it's just an extra thing I enjoy, even though I haven't wrote in awhile. Whoever reads my blog though, I appreciate it! I'll be updating this from now on, atleast once a month! YAY YAY, I know I know, keep the applause down people O.O.

Stephen and I <3.

 Summer summer summer! My summer has had its ups and downs but I guess I can't really complain because I'm alive and doing swell. No vacation so far, and I don't think I'll have one unless I visit my Mom, which I'm not sure if I am at the moment. It doesn't and won't bother me if I don't have a vacation because a vacation is getting away for a little while and when I'm editing photos, videos and writing back to my penpals, I feel like that's a little get away on it's own. You know, when you are soooo concentrated on something and the world around you is all like * SWIRLY SWIRLY*, haha, you know what I mean so there. I also get  like that when I'm with my boyfriend, Stephen, because I love him so much. OH ADRIANNA, HUSH ABOUT YOUR LOVE BUSINESS, fine fine but he is really amazing, and I don't know what I would do without my love. Back on topic! So yes, I still enjoy photography and editing the Youtube videos that I make. I now have 205 subscribers <3, YAY! Not many, but that's alot to me :) and better than 0. I can't remember if I told everyone that I write to people, well PENPALS, but yes, I do haha. I currently have 7 penpals I believe, if they continue to write back haha, I suppose I am kinda weird soo.I've been writing since the 4th grade and will continue to do so for a very long time. This summer topic just went everywhere haha, whoops!~

I attended college last spring, which everyone knows haha. After alot of thinking and over debating, I switched my major to get my degree in Associates in Arts. I switched because I wanted to do film and video production, right? Well, if I do 2 years at my community one, I can transfer to a better college and do that, and also do photography as a minor if they offer it. Seems like a WAY better plan and this way I can be happy with what I'm trying to do. I went to register for my classes on Monday, and of course since I was kinda late with registering I had to get times I didn't really want but it'll work. I automatically had to take a "pe" class, which I chose Yoga. Wish me luck, haha, not sure how that will work. Then, I have to take a English class, and a few Math classes, but that's fine, knew I had to take those. Last, I HAD to take Drawing 1, um, I don't draw, I DOODLE, so if I get bad grades..this ginger will be pissed! The lady did say however, that if I just turned everything on time that I would be fine. She better be right or she won't be fine >.>. DUN DUN DUNNNN! Ready for Fall classes to begin!

Stallone and his girlfriend, Ciara!

I visited Virginia for a day. I forgot to mention that in my "vacation section" but that doesn't really count so yeah. My boyfriend and I took my brother, Stallone, to visit and finally meet his girlfriend. Stephen drove of course, still no license here! That was one crazy drive, but it was fun spending time with my boyfriend and brother at the same time. Atleast they get along haha, or else there probably would have been problems. We did a day trip (taking him there and coming back home) and then left to go back and get him 2 days later, which went good. My brother and his girlfriend have a long distance relationship, and had never met up until the day we took him up there, sounds like that show Catfish right? But, they had webcamed and all that shiz. They have been dating 8 months today, CONGRATS LOVE BIRDS <3!

Father's Day picture collage (:

My Dad's birthday was the 10th! I got him a card and a pair of pants for his birthday haha, not much but it counts ^-^. I know he liked them, thank gawd xD. I'll show pictures of that stuff and also Father's Day because I bought him lunch! We had a really good day eating Chinese food ^-^. Then he eats Mexican food on his birthday haha. Craziness. I love my Daddy though, through all the fights and disagreements, he is mostly right about life. He is an amazing Father and without him, I wouldn't be the "lady" that I am today.

Dad's birthdayyy.

Concluding this for now, maybe I'll update more, but thanks for sticking with me on my blog!
Much love ~